forgiveness

i finally ask for it..

and waiting for the response is scary...

I can't sleep well thinking about what will happen next,,.

i should do it early but i don't hv the courage to do so...

And God, please let be fine with whatever the results are...

help me to accept evrything..

:(.....

and let me handle my work better...

i'm happy having this jobs and happy to know my colleagues..

Thank u god, i 'll always says this to u, coz my life is amazing becoz of what u done to me......:)

Thank You !!!

Thank You

It's the time to be remembered,

a time where 22 years ago,

u give me a chance to live in this amazing world..

U created a story about a girl, tht is me..

U give me a great Family,

My mom, My dad, My big bro, My two sisters & My lil bro whom i care and love the most..

U let me know two important persons in my life..

Celor & Jenn

U give me a cousins who i cherish the most..

U give me a chance to have a best friend that i can rely on..

Debra, Yifei, Bb, Mala & Yatie..

U give me a chance to know other friends that help me to enjoy my life..

Chian, Erny, P'cilla, Bads,Dora,Hael,Linda & Yuki...

My plKn friends..

Dell, Moretz,Elvy, Ili, Alay & Erlin...

Uitm Best Buddy^_^

Misha, Nana, Shafa, Iana, Lysa,Elin,...

and also the boys too..

i enjoyed all the fun and the memory we share together...

and lastyly

thank you for the jobs,

I enjoyed it so much, and it does help me to improve myself to be better than i used to be...

GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH

for everything u have done to me,

I always COMPLAIN about this and that, And sometimes i be a sinner becoz i don't appreciate the things u had given to me..

I don't prayed always, ..and rarely read a bible..

but u still listen to every prayer i tell,

and u answered all the prayer...

THANK YOU..

-for always be by my side when i'm sad, and feel lonely..

-for giving me the courage to face my everyday...

-for helping me cross the road safely,

-for helping me when i have troubled,

and

for loving me ..

please grant my two wish god...

-stop all the negative thinking that i have in me..

n give me courage to make things possible god..

Dear U,

it's my birthday today..

and among all the people i know in this world..

i hope that U, remembered my birthday..

and wish me..

i know many ppl ,

and there's none like u..

i want to be good girl, but

i still not a good girl becoz of what happen btwn us,

it's my faults..

i know that..

and i miss u so so much..

wish we were back to who we used to be...not long ago..

i beg for yr forgiveness..

i know it's too late to apologize...

but i'm sorry..

very2 sorry

sorry for being so in-matured all these years..

-y-

CHAT WITH JESUS CHRIST...

Jesus: Hello. Did you call me?

Man: Called you? No. Who is this?

Jesus: This is Jesus. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.

Man: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.

Jesus: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.

Man: Don’t know. But I can’t find free time. Life has become hectic. It’s rush hour all the time.

Jesus: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.

Man: I understand. But I still can’t figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

Jesus: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.

Man: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

Jesus: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.

Man: why are we then constantly unhappy?

Jesus: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That’s why you are not happy.

Man: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

Jesus: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Man: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.

Jesus: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Man: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

Jesus: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don’t suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.

Man: You mean to say such experience is useful?

Jesus: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Man: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can’t we be free from problems?

Jesus: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Man: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don’t know where we are heading.

Jesus: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Man: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?

Jesus: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Man: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

Jesus: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

Man: What surprises you about people?

Jesus: When they suffer they ask, “why me? When they prosper, they never ask “Why me” Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Man: Sometimes I ask, who I am, why am I here. I can’t get the answer.

Jesus: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

Man: How can I get the best out of life?

Jesus: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Man: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

Jesus: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.

Man: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the day with a new sense of inspiration.

Jesus: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don’t believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live.

Man: Thank you so much.

Jesus: You are always welcome. Have a good day my friend.

" Always remember, God's Word is the Word for YOU ".

By: Inspirational story

Something about the truth...

a girl try to look strong , but she is scared to death...

a girl smile when someone says something that hurt her feelings,

but she's is crying out loud in the inside..

a girl try to be someone she will never be, and she trying very hard everyday ...

a girl who act like she's know everything, but the truth is she just like that so everyone will like her...

a girl who act like she's the happiest girl, but she is lonely ..

She's fake in the outside but , but God loves her anyway...

That's what i know about someone , someone i care the most...

I love her, and i want to let her know that ..

i'm happy to know her..:)

God is with u every second, and have faith in him..

u might not see him, but when u r scared, crying, and feeling lonely, he is next u, holding yr hand...

and thnks for the sharing..appreciate it...:)

luv..F.r.i.e.n.d. forever...

Katy Perry - Not like the movies

He put it on me, I put it onLike there was nothin' wrongIt didn't fit, it wasn't rightWasn't just the size
They say you know when you knowI don't know
I didn't feelThe fairy tale feeling, noAm I a stupid girlFor even dreaming that I could?
If it's not like the moviesThat's how it should beWhen he's the one, I'll come undoneAnd my world will stop spinning
And that's just the beginning
Snow White said when I was youngOne day, my prince will come so I'll wait for that dateThey say it's hard to meet your matchGotta find my better half so we make perfect shapes
If stars don't align, if it doesn't stop timeIf you can't see the sign, wait for itOne-hundred percent, worth every penny you spendHe'll be the one that finishes your sentences
If it's not like the moviesThat's how it should be, yeahWhen he's the one, I'll come undoneAnd my world will stop spinning
And that's just the beginning
'Cause I know you're out thereAnd you're, you're lookin' for meIt's a crazy idea thatYou were made perfectly for me, you see
Just like the moviesThat's how it will beCinematic and dramaticWith the perfect ending
It's not like the moviesBut that's how it should beWhen he's the one, you'll come undoneAnd your world will stop spinning
And it's just the beginning

It's been a long2 time...

Holla, how r u..wishing u all have a great2 day...

Mine, having the same routine everyday...

I miss home so so much...

^-^

lil update about me,

i've been working for almost two months now...

its not that tiring but it's boring sometimes...

do the same job everyday..

awwwwww....this is very hard for me..

it's just a simple thing but very hard for a person like me...

but i'm improved a lot...much more better than yesterday or before...

i became someone new ...lols...(ni perasan suda nie..)

Wah, hidup ini penuh dengan cabaran...yeah this is so true...

having my first salary on 30th sept, but the money almost finish now...

buying new rice cooker, externl hardisk , and more...(it's all becoz the it fair) hihi

oh..now i'm worried abt the whole month budget...

need to save some money for the 29th trip...eishshhhh

..new pic uploaded...

having dinner with Veron & Wardy at Anjung selera...

the drinks is nice but the food a bit....no good...^^

i'm counting the days...

can't wait for the interview result to cme out..

i hope ..i hope..and i hope..and i will always hope..