it's been a while....

this is me in the morning..

The very2 lazy girl..

today, start of a new fresh day..

:)

smile and everything will be okey guys..

Bullet of my day:

* need to finish writing up the letter..

* prepare for tomorrow meeting

* and finding a jobs (MUST)

my day will always be the same as ytd,

but i'm having my best time ever..

i'm very2 free, of coz i love it..

sleep well, can do anything..

and it will soon stop when i get my job..

so i will enjoy it nicely..:)for now..

God bless us always, have faith..

11th july 2011, Monday

a day where i'm so nervous and not thinking of doing any mistake..

yeah, i got my first job interview tdy..

the first experience of being interviewed r terrible...

i noticed that even i have prepared myself with a speech, i still lack in many things..

very very lack..and my english turn upsidedown..

it's sound like a kindergarden kid speak..

but after that interview, i don't think i want that job..

i wish i don't GET it..

really, well dis is becoz..the place is weird and somehow..i don't think i can get along well with the other workers, + the boss is kind of something..ehmm..P..

and the most funny things..

i get this quest.during interview..do u hav bf?

oh my gosh..why on earth, he hv to ask me tht..

i just shyly answer "no"

xoxo..

and tdy, i figured out d similarity btw me and my dad..

- We R shy..^-^

-We don't like to be late for an important meeting.

-i just look like him when i was angry or maybe mad at something...

i use to hate my dad sometimes, but i love him more than anything i ever showed..

i'm happy, we have alot of common..

one thing i really wish i hve in me too.. harworking..

one thing i'm proud enough abt him..

and my lil bro once tell me.,.

dad do all this hardwork for us, so later when he's not here anymore..

we will never suffer..

I know this, but i'm so bad , still so lazy to help him out..

he really want me to get a job, permanent job so i can help my family in money matters..

and i want to hv a job too, tht's why i'm happy when i get a phone-call for this interview..

but i don't think the place is good for me..

so i'll find another job which is better n near.

*Sigh, but this 1st exp, was so good even when i'm not doing great ..and i thankful god for this..:)

"Someday, you'll find the one who will watch every sunrise with you,

until the sunset of your life."

and it's come to my boring confession..

i'm listen to yr fav song..

i miss someone, someone i happen to **** for..

yeah, just finish sharing a love story with my sis..

and i happen to remember u..

and i miss those time when i admire u..

i'm a girl too..and it's really nice to hve those feelings.

been a long time, maybe it's another monkeylove but i hppy too..

i forgot bt u before and remember u today..

i wish u once thought abt me too..

and rite now..

i'm so regret for being the opposite me that time..

a time whre i wish i can tell u F2f but i'm nt brave enough..

and i'm going to have someone someday..

and if i ever meet u again..

i'll be very2 pretty..

and i'll make u regret for not wanting me

" that time" , i once think maybe u feel the same too but i know it's impossible..(funny)

so i just let it go ...( Crazylovestory)

hahahahah...funny to think abt it again..beinginloveissilly..

:)

n tdy, call Bok2 aftr a long time..and i miss her so so much..

and miss yatie&yifei too...

#bFf-yatieyifeijennbBmala-it's good to meet n having u'll as my best friend..

-shared a secret, eat 2gether, outing 2gethr-

i miss those moment, when u'll taking care of me when i was sick..

and be there when i really need someone..

most important , we do trust each other..

and fighting make us more close..

imissuallsosomuch...

thank god for giving me the best friend that i can really rely on..

+celor & debra too..

my sis &lil bro..

and i promise, i will be a better sister that my siblings will count on too..

a sister they r not afraid of and a sister they'll find when they hv a problem..

coz there's a secret where u only can share it with yr family..

it's not tht u don't trust yr friend..u just don't want to hurt them..::)

ohww..it's getting late..i'm writing so long , blah blah blah..

good nite, god bless u, & everyone..

sweet dream..

thank u god :) for lighting my life and give me a great family, friend and wonderful life..:)

9th july, 11 - The unexpected news..

and the story of the day start...

my day as usual, so lame..

and i've done the same routine everyday...

wake up, then go to "work" at gerai..

go back...and facing my laptop again..

the unexpected news r i ...finally getting a job interview..

i accept a phonecall frm the department..

and i'm so happy..

God answer my prayer..

of coz, it's not confirm yet, but i just happy that i get it...

but happy + scare toooo...

i'm scared becoz it'd my 1st time ..go to interview..

well i've been a mum baby bfore this...

nvr work part time..that need to wear a proper dress..

i just so nervous, the day is coming though..

and i've been imagine things, if let say- i pass and get the job, where will i live..

and how to do the jobs...

at some point, i never think that i'll fail this..

yeah, this is me afterall..

i keep thinking only the best outcome..

and i wish i get the job too..

and but i still worried..

and i'm having too much fun lately..

working at gerai..

buat mee hun sup..(kerja senang)

my soup is getting better and ppl start to give compliment..

i like it, when ppl say that "wah sedap sup kmu ni ari b"

i'm happy..(i smile in my heart)

i can cook..

hehe..of coz i am..

but in my own house, i'm not that hardworking..

i only do job when i feel like i want too..

my mom keep complaining these day..

becoz the house is dirty or dishes is not done..

something like that...

lazygirl#

i wish i do well in my interview..

thank's god, i've been waiting...

and even if i don't get it...i still thank u like always...

coz i know..i have -hope- becoz your love for me..

and i trust u..always..

thank's..

next thing..

abt the bersih rally tomorrow..ops..today actually, becoz it's midnight alredi..

i don't understand what happen..

but i'm with bersih...

yeah, i want to be in tht rally if i can..

but my dad wouldn't like it..

and i've seen the video in youtube..

the uncle frm sarawak..

he's the man..

and the police, sry to say..they just talk rubbish..

talking about their rights..bullshit..

if the BN or kerajaan is not at fault, why do they care about the rally..

let it be..

awww....our country truly not fair n peace rite now..

bad....

i wonder what happen tomorrow..

but i don't wish bad thing happen coz my dad involve with d RELA things...

i just want the truth to be known..

enough with this..

stop rite here..need to cont. my fw ..daa..gd nite...:)

godblessmyfamilyfriendandus..

funny facts..

why am i..?

me: not ready

true me: Bullshit, u just so chicken..

lols..that's true..

i'm chicken..

i want to b a bird ..fly away from this s'ment..

someday and i'm waiting..

the moment is there, i believe ...

8th July, 11 Friday..

Most bloggers start out all enthusiastic but almost all blogs end up abandoned and forgotten..:-Smiles are like..

i finally writing again after a few days break..

i 've been wanting to write more about my day to day life..but i keep blurrrr..

and just look at the post, wondering what to post..

am i sound annoying or irritating if i post all about myself..

ahhhh duhhh..why i have this thinking..

this is my blog..and for sure i can write what i want..

"i always say yes I am going to post a post today but I always find some other work to do and I think 'well that's okay because I'll post tomorrow, it's only one day'.

and about me today, yesterday, tomorrow and the future..

me addicted to the new game..

Fw..

and my jobs now..

" jual mee sup"

lame..

and my life now..

B++..better but not very wonderful..

and my worries of the day..

jobs,

money,

business..

this is me..

never run out of problems..

hehe..

Twitter/ Tumblr..

i wonder how ppl get sooooo many ppl to foolloww them..

i want to hv many follower too..

and i keep following ppl ,

ppl who tweets and post pic's i love..

but in the end of the day..

i started to hate the tweets that keep repeating and someone who posts something that "idon't like/love to see"

and the next day..

i'll just delete/unfollowed them...

same with my friend at fb..

i don't know them..

why i hv to add them..

and for me..i'm not friendly enough to chat with stranger..

so i just deleted them too..

and deleting friend that i don't know still in process..

sry :(

i so meessed up these day..

and this year, i pray that i'll have a jobs..permanent job..before this end of 2011..

i hoping i can ..

and a little unforgettable worries..

- someone ask me..to be a bridemaids..

but i reject it and came up with a lie..

and i feel so guilty right now..

i am regret about it..

not becoz i reject it..but becoz i reject it with a lie..

i hope they will find a better person than me..

and i don't know..if they r talking behind my back ..

it's ok..:)

and another invitation to b a bridemaids for my friend sis..

i don't know what to do..

i...

miss bb , yifei , yatie , & mala..

so so much..

meet mala that day..and i enjoy the day..

but i really hope that six of us will go out 2geetther..

it's been a long time, i didn't see bb, yifei and yatie..

i miss those time when we r living in a same house..

eat together, laugh and watch movie 2gether..

ohw....guys i miss u all so so much...

let's meet up..

:)

miss Celorrrr too..

today list of jobs to be done..

-resume

-lens

-fill the jobs available form..

-working

and lastly...games..

so good nite for today..

good morning..:)

And it's taken me this long, but i figured it out-