The Vamps Diaries & GleE

"it's about the Salvatore brotherhood love story"

Humans, Vamps N werewolfsssss...

my fav series for now..can't wait 4 d season 3 ...dis sept..

Stefan,Elena, Damon..

i like damon more butttt becoz he's toooooo much hotter than Edward cullen...

so i just go for Michael Trevino..

Tyler as the werewolf..

i really like this vamps stories..

and i wish it does happen in my real tiny little world..

A fiction became reality..

it must be fun..

and sure i'll choose to be d werewolf..

seems to be much nicer thn the vamps..

Elena/Katerina petrova

she's pretty..so perfect ..

and i enjoy her twins character..

dn't knw which salvatore brother she'll end up wit..

but i hope shew will stay with stefan til the end..

and poor hot guy damon..

( dn't be sad, coz outside u still got Nina Dobrev.)

dis is my fav Girl & boy of Vamps.diaries..

Caroline ❤ Tyler

Vampheartwolf..

i like them prettymuch...

:)

Tyler aka Michael..

oh boy, i thought u were still single..

but :( ,u actually just announced yr official relationship wit Tina aka Jenna frm Glee...

i'm sad 4 a little while...but it's ok becoz i love Jenna aswell..

Glee ready 4 season 3 tooo....

can't wait asooo..

-->learned sumthin frm glee..

i love all the glee members..

and the way the sings the song is just amazing..

wish to go to glee live tour..

someday..soonnnnn..

season 1 & 2 finish..

and gossip girl stuck right there..but will buy the Dvd soon enough..

lolz....

<>

this is wht i'm doing for now..

watch tv series all day..

Stuck in my dark gloomy room...

and now..

finish all the series..

i'm free again..

i'm free to the lovely sunshine..

things back to normal..

face the sun, eating, laughing and just enjoy the smile..

i"m happy again..

hoping for better, but expecting the worst..

starting my own journal too..

just like d journal in The vamps diaries..

writing help u to get rid of d stress..

that's the scnd best solution after CRYING..

i don't sing & dance well..

so i'm trying to figure out what i'm really best at...

yeps...i need to find a job...tik tok bfore july..

i say it over & over again..but my mind just don't processing it well..

until now..i..still don't finish writing my resume yet.. #laZY#

sighhhhhhh.

hope that i'll send it tmrw...

must...

so long and gd nite..

Answers 3 Prayers

U'll never know what surprises god give you today..

p/s: Thank you so much god, for giving me the best surprises ever..

and i just don knw how to say it really but, i really appreciate everything..

at one moment, i think i've lost evrything,

but the fact is, i just having enough time to learn about myself,..

and overcome my weaknesses..

and i know that i still need to have more time for my own to know better what myself really are..

i'm having the best time ever in my dark gloomy room..

^meditating^

haha..joking..

i just need some time to be with myself and i..

have a conversation with myself..

sound crazy rite..but u yrself need a time for yourself too..

a time to pleased myownself..

i still hav this weakness i need to get over of..

and it's hard..but i'm trying my best..

being a good one isn't the bad idea at all..

inplicity & beyond

Nothing ever happens like you imagine it will. …

But then again, if you don’t imagine, nothing ever happens at all.

QOTD

We sometimes encounter people, even perfect strangers, who begin to interest us at first sight, somehow suddenly, all at once, before a word has been spoken.

Fyodor Dostoevsky

The problem with myself..is

copy this and that..

but i kind of like this phrase..

and i am this person,..

-over things that aren’t mine in the first place usually.

that's me,

i need to stop gettin use to it, ..!!!

well, i just react to it childishly..

and sometimes the feeling come uninvited..

it does irritate me so much..!!!!

I'm so miserable right now, and i have no idea why this happen!!?

sound so cheerful in a moment then suddenly so f**king sad..

what my life lead me actually..

but i'm not faking any stories..

it just happen the way it is..

u can't always wish that u have a happy story to share..

bad times will sure visit u too..

and the next day, maybe happiness will surprise u again..

bad-happy-bad-happy..

LOLZ, sometime when i read back what i've post..

i notice that i will run out of topic somewhere..

haha..maybe i'm still not good enough..

sry for that but i'll make sure, i learn to correct it..:)

back to topic of the day, jealousy..

jealous is u want it but somebody took it..frm my POV..

and u don't want them to have it, n maybe u'll consider it even if they want to share it..

but when they willing to share it equally, it is not jealous anymore..huhu..

some tips to not be the B* who got jealous easily..

❤ Bit your tougue - don't know how this work, but maybe it help...

❤ Trust & confident-

❤ be positive & stop comparing...

me myself should learn this..hoho..

overcoming jealousy will take time.

be patient with yourself..

Focus on being a good person, becoz that's what god want us to be..

and reading a bible do help..

it does help us to deal wit our problem..

and so shameful of me..i just started it..

and u learn that U r not the only unlucky person..

u just happen to be,

not everyday..

but there's one at a time ..

-god just want to test how strong and faithful we r ..

and most of the tests god had given to me, i hv failed him..

and this time, i'll just have to make it right, not just writing or saying it..but do mean it..

god bless me, them, and him..

:)

A Heart Toward Him

“God is always on the alert, constantly on the lookout for people who are totally committed to Him” (II Chronicles 16:9)God is looking for people who have a heart toward Him! Notice this verse doesn’t say, “God is looking for people who have perfect performance records, who never make mistakes.” No, God knows we are a work in progress. He is looking at our hearts. He knows we are going to make mistakes and fall down, but He also knows we are going to get back up and make the right choices. That’s having a heart toward Him—being committed that no matter how many times you fall, you are going to get back up and press forward toward the things of God. You’re not going to quit, you’re not going to give up, hold back, or lay down. You are going to rise up because you see His hand outstretched before you ready to help you move forward.

Remember, God is on the lookout for you today. He’s longing to be good to those who are seeking His goodness. Keep your heart turned toward Him and allow Him to strengthen and empower you to rise above every obstacle and live in victory in every area of your life!

If we have no peace, it is because we have forgotten that we belong to each other.”— Mother Teresa

i'm so so sick these few days..

hate to talk, and awake..

i feel much better when i sleep..

and i've been sleeping for hours..and it's not getting me,,,, better,,

it's worst...

and being like this is not ok at all..

it suck...

wish to get better sooner..

"life moves pretty fast. If u don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.."

QOTD,

Change who you are to change your life.

God doesn't give you what you want, God gives you according to who you are.

Change in the inside not the outside.

there is more than just beauty..

we girls..yes we always want to be pretty..

pretty for others and for our-self..

but there's a limit on the eagerness to be pretty..

yeah..!!!!

i am..

i wish my confident level will be high as the sky..

i'm so jealous to a person with everything..

so proud and confident of something they do..

yeah, i judge this person while i'm on church, listening him singing..

he's so proud and full of confident..

yeah..why???

i keep questioning myself..why can't i be just like him..

ppl talk abt him..

bad ones..

but yet he still as good as he is..

huuuhhh..uhhwww...

and that very day..for the first time..

i am myself..

yeah, i'm not pretending..maybe a liltle but 99% is the real me..

the real me that i've been hide all this time..

yeah, that day..

i think i'm very pretty..and my confident level is good..

becoz of him..

i owe him tht..

and i care for what others opinion of me,..

i just care...so so much..

.................

8th june 2011..

happy birthday sis jenn..she's my bestfriend+ cousin..

i do love her so so much..

and i wish her good luck and her wish to come true..

and i am very very sorry if i ever hurt your feeling without notice..

and let's be friend forever..^-*

i'm so sorry..love u always..cibimi..

“The most beautiful kind of people are the ones who don’t know it.”

a quote for people with less confident..

like me...^-*

been so busy to posts anything lately,..

busy with my cousin wedding..

back to write, lols..

having another blog to take care of, blog for myself and i..

so addicted to vampires diaries this moment..so i'm going to have my own blog for my own journal..

elena gilbert make me want to write more about my everyday living stories in my own journal..more prefer to write it in a "diary" but it's better in blog whre u can keep the secret from being read by others, just make another private blog..hihi..

i have many things to write before, my head full of something i want to tell..but becoz of my busyy things, i just don't know how to start it already..

let's just start about the wedding..

ah the wedding was a blast but not so so happening as what i've imagined..

yeah, i imagine things a lot and i, wht to say..ehmm i always daydreaming or imagine about something that will not happen in reality..

how to say it..

uuuuhh i don't know..

my imagination is about the story i've mde in my mind only..

i kinda create another world , in my mind..

where i became the person that i've never will become in reality..

and if i end up writing all the stories , me myself made up ..it will become a big hit for sure..

hahah,

ops, run off from the topic..

ah the wedding..

some pics ^-.

Moroon family..my big family..^_*

My cousins..from left- An, me2, me n big sis celor..^-8

me n me2 aka jenny..^-*

big sis n me

sweet gorgeous girl an..

three moroon princess...lolz...

my happy family..^-*..

there's more but this is what i like the most pica's..

hihihi..

and huh, there's shit happen that day..

and it's family matter afterall..

yep, the whether is not very good..big heavy rain..and the ppl blame *us for that..

and this is not good to talk that way..

coz we also don't wish it to happen..

weird ppl ..

i hate it when they trying to blame us for something that we don't do..

huh, and the bride make up is not ok..

i not that good in make up too..

but still i know how to do it better,..

ohw..i'm complaining too much..

just let it go this time..coz make up is not important..

i just happy finally my cousin end up marrying a good girl..a girl he deserve..

and for the girl, she's lucky..

became one of rajuah's family..

coz they r truly a good family..

despite of what happen that day, they just let it go, just take all the bad talking and throw it away from their heart..they don't even fight back..

the family is good, the problemo is the aunt & uncle..oh M G..

busybody^-*..

and get ready with our prepartion this saturday, u'll be shock..

coz we'll made it happening like we use to..hohoho..

let's partying until midnight..

it will be blast for sure..:)

and god i'm sorry..i don't pray too much these very day..

but i thank u for everything and i maybe don't have a long conversation with u these day but i will never forget to say thank you..

coz u become my light in my life..

u with me always..

yeah, i'm just so stupid..coz before, i want someone special in my life to0 bad..i mean BF..

i think that i will be lonely without it..i just want to try how it work with someone special....

and there's a time i pity myself for being so picky, and scared for nothing..i...when i say that i am grateful, sometime i don't really mean it..i say i'm okay with it..but until this moment i never okay with it, and i never satisfy with it..i'm sorry..i know u always know what i'm talking about..

and i'm a fool who forget that u always be with me, while others sometime forget about me..

u were there when i laugh too hard, i cry , i feel sad, i was angry ,nervous and jealous...

i maybe not seeing u face to face but i believe that u always there..

and i actually don't need a bf coz whenever i am i always have a better bf that is u...my God and i have faith in u always...thank u for everything..<3 ...

so good night..another day to come and to live well..:)