Imperfection is beatiful...

if you desire something, offer something.

Offer something from your heart.

Offering can come in many forms, a gift, a prayer, a smile, flowers & food.

1st, i want to thank u god, for the nice dream i have last night..

and for today, i also want to thank u, for everything that might have happen today..

.....

god bless us..

always..

things are meant to be, and i am so happy today...

I am so happy..H.A.pp.Y..

very very happy...

thank you god...

the mood is okay now...

and it's already like before...

i'm just so happy... thank you god for everything u've done..

yes, i'm totally happy for the whole day today..

u make my "today" beautiful god..

i laugh too much today..

i am so so happy...

and maybe i'll be sad tomorrow,..

but still i really thank's u very very much god...

i've been worried about many things this two days..

about my cat, money, my grandma, the convocation date..and more..

but today, i laugh out loud....hahahhahahhahahhaha..

i'm happy...

lols..tomorrow is sunday,..

wish u guys have a blessing day..

i miss my ex-classmate so much..

and u, u, and always u...:)

Have you ever felt?

Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore.

Like you don’t care about anything anymore.

You’ve lost motivation to do anything.

Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings,

and you can’t explain how you feel either.

The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you.

Feeling that no one understands you anymore.

And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.

Don't judge...

let's break the rules...

I always play by the rules and that's why i imagine that i'll be alone when i'm old. I leave everyone when i become sad or anxious...

and that happen quite often.

when i feel better, i reach out to people from my past.

but unfortunately, the past is too far out of reach, and entirely intangible, for it's sacred for

it's intangibility, unlike the present..

it always like that...

She was a freshman, he was a sophomore.

They were complete opposites.

She got straight A’s, never did everything wrong, and everyone loved her honest heart.

He was the trouble maker and was a big play boy but had the biggest heart that no one knew about. She thought he was cute so she added him on Facebook, of all things.

They talked that night, exchanged numbers.

Clicked so well, they had a 5 hour phone conversations that first night.

They made places to meet during school hours.

Between periods, before and after school, and outside of school.

She knew that he was the one for her. But.

For reasons left unknown they stop talking in mid-December.

She didn’t expect him to find another girl so easily.

By winter break he already had a new and beautiful girlfriend at his arms.

She knew she had to move on now even though the feelings she had for him were so strong.

By mid-January she was happy again and living her life.

She never failed to see him everyday with his girlfriend and her heart sank each time.

She quickly found ways to avoid seeing them together. It worked for some time.

By February he texted her out of the blue and said, “We haven’t talked in so long…I missed you.” Her heart leaped but she knew he still had a girlfriend.

So she locked away the feelings she had for him deep in her heart.

She quickly decided to just be friends and so she replied, “Yeah! i missed you a lot too.” And so they became best friends.

His girlfriend knew something was going on between them so she banned him from seeing the lonely freshman.

So. Again they stopped talking.

Until early March when they “happy” couple broke up.

He immediately came running back to his best friend.

This time the feelings she kept locked up rattled inside her little jar.

When people saw them walking together in the hallways they always thought that they were together. Even teachers.

One night he told her he liked another girl. But.

He didn’t want to be in a relationship as of now.

Her heart sank. In his eyes they were only to be best friends.

In her eyes they were meant to be. Everyday she wonders will he ever know?

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Kalau tdk suka dengar, tutup telinga..

like the sunflower...

stay silent, and just continue what u doing just now..

ignore what u don't want to hear..

and listen to a loud music...

so, u can't hear anything...

huhuhuhuhuhu..

my mom start nagging again..

about,

house is messy..

and about everything...

i became so so lazy this day..

i watch tv till midnight, sleep late..

then the next morning..

i wake up late..

after i wake up..i just do simple cleaning...

and then worry about the burger business..

that's what i do everyday..

and now..

i'm addicted to the new games...

plant's vs zombie..& poker...

oh out to date games..but never get boring playing it...

ouwww...this is so bad...

and whenever my mom start nagging..

i' always will talked back to her..

that's make her become more angry...

and upset ...

sadddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd...

Hari Yang Tersangat-sangat lah Boring amat..........~_-

Boring yg teramat...

Bau tahi kucing jd perfume bilik bt masa skrg....

ishhhhhhhhhh....

ssh juga mo jd tuan punya pet ni....

bnyk karaja...

eishhh...

tp best juga, ada juga kwn mo manja2..

:)

lols...where's the customer..

pls come, i can't live like this..

i need to do something...

my stomach hurt so badly...

that's the not very best part of being a GIRL><

again.

too much complaining...

tht's why life getting hard..

tp ni mulut kn ..ish fhm2la manusia...

jd manusia susah, jd pet pun susah...

susah bila susah ja..

bila senang, hati gembira tdk terkata...

enta mcm manala hidup org kaya ah,...

mesti best, apa2 ja yg durg mau, petik jari ja, dpt terus..

sigh, ...

ada org tu post something dkt blog dia..

something yg ble guna pakai juga lah..

dia ckp...

dunia ni susah bila kita ckp susah,

and senang bila kita ckp senang..

so evryday..

when we want start our life..daily life...

just say" life is easy, go for it"..

and this is our life..

we the actresses and the actor...

we r the best lead character..

no matter if we r bad or good person...

and becos of we r the leader...

we choose who we want to be team up with..

we choose the other co-star to be in our own drama..

we choose when the happy, sad and bad time come...

we create our own script..

and the ending always in our hand..

and it just left to us, how the drama(our life) will end...

we just have to make a decision..

we choose..

so if it end the bad way..

this is becos we ourself choose the wrong decision..

and if tht happen, crying out loud for a whole day is enough...

the next day just make another decision..

who knows..maybe,this time the decision will be better thn before..

and the truth is..i myself know, even if i'm the producer..or director of my own drama..

i still scare of this world..

Maybe, there's just something we r afraid to say, or someone we r afraid to love, or somewhere we r afraid to go. We afraid that it's gonna hurt. It's gonna hurt becos it matters..

i end up talking.bla bla bla...

i try to write back what i've read..

tht's all for now...:)

.

3 months from now..

i will be like this..

3 months frm now...

not taller..

but maybe just the figure..

not fatter, but also not too skinny..

^_~

dieting mood...on..

and money, pls come to me..

i need to keep u for the future..

there's a lot of things waiting for me..to buy them..

one of those things that i want so badly,....

hello peeps...

and i make some line for the boys..'

I’m A BOY

I Smoke

I drink

I do party every weekend

I Wear special make up to trick girls..

I put my picture online.

I make out with loads of girls or other boys, to get popularity.

I’m a boy, and i’m me.

And i’m going to be mean to girls and will not going to change for anyone..

be careful..lalallalla…this for the boys..

Originally like this..

H.a.p.p.y , S.a.d , H.a.a.p.p.y.y , S.a.a.a.d

and now i'm thinking..

just a moment i laugh very hard, and now..

suddenly i feel sad..

S.a.D

what exactly in your mind???

and what should i do???
If i do that, and maybe u notice it and...

what happen next..

did i do wrong here..

or maybe it just my own instinct..

and if i am really W.r.o.n.g...

why don't u talk, at least sound me..

so i'll think another way to solve it...

OHHHHHHHH..

life getting hard day by day..

and the business is upside down..

hope we still manage to reach the target this time..

help us god..

huh..

i can't talk what's in my mind..

"think before speak"

this came out, every time i want to express something...

So i pray to god..

u know what i've been thinking lately..

and becos of U..

i can control some of the bad thing now..

and i still have a weak heart..

hope i can be strong this fasting week..

and help me to solve this one thing god..

i know i do wrong here..

even if i don't..

i think ..

they maybe don't like it, but never say it directly..

so...help me with this..

u know what i mean right...

writing help me a lot

and it's been a long time i didn't post anything..

almost finish my driving lesson ..

can't wait to get license..

i want to drive all around the world..

that's all for now..

niteyyyy...

God please help me..

Make your life a story worth telling...~~~

~Yay~

alohha...

Things getting better now..

and happy ash day..

+ happy fasting day to all my catholic friends..'

let us be bless...

and the story about my dad..

has been shut down for now..

it's not very fair ..but let it be..

god will handle it later..i believe, i have faith in him..

maybe not now but karma happen..

and i'm suddenly felt touched to my dad reason..

i know what type of person he is..

he..same with me here..

not so easy to forgive ppl..

but he just let this things quiet...

" i have my family now, and my childs.."

this is what he said when ppl ask him about taking revenge to the stupidooo..

and i know now, that he cares for us more than we think he does..

.......

but i do love him..so much,

there's a time, i hate him so much..

but i know..all my bad attitude r frm him..

i'm the only one, who followed him frm 1 to 10..

and i might hate him the way he r..

but someday, i wish i hv a husband just like my dad..

done talking bout my dad..

......

and today the second driving lesson i have with my teacher..Uncle joney...

it's very hard..

oh i wish there is another female teacher available..

but all the teacher r male..

but still, i feel very lucky to get him as my teacher..

wish i can learn faster..

i can't wait to hav my own car...

small and cute..

ohhhhhh...

.....

and just read the news about japan earthquake..

i pray for all the people in the world be bless..

and be strong..

.....

god always with us..

pray ..

Pixie lott & Stan walker -The one

When I look into your eyes,
I don’t see the light at all,
Used to be so beautiful,
But I know that things have changed,

Were only going round and round,
Circling an empty place,
I wonder if you feel the same,
Baby I just have to know,

If I am not the one, why we holding on?
Whats the point in all this time,
Just to find, there’s nothing here between us,
If its not for life,
Its be cruel to be kind,
Cos I’ve already been with you for way too long,
If I am not the one.

Promises are hard to keep,
the emptiness is hard to bear,
when you know that if you reach
a little deeper, nothings there,
nothings gunna to make it right,
Were only gunna make it hurt,
Were only gunna make it worse,

If I am not the one, why we holding on?
Whats the point in all this time,
Just to find, there’s nothing here between us,
If its not for life,
Its be cruel to be kind,
Cos I’ve already been with you for way too long,
If I am not the one.

All we have is what we had,
and that’s just not enough,
If I’m not the one,
Whats the point in all this time,
Just to find, there’s nothing here between us,
If its not for life
Its be cruel to be kind,
Cos I’ve already been with you for way too long,

Baby life ain’t going, just let this be done
If I am not the one,
If I am not the one,
If I am not the one.

the worst day ever!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't stop cursing ppl right now..

Shialllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll...

i pray bad things happen to the b family....

i pray that those ppl get twice worst than what my dad get..

i hate the b family , and also the stupid police..

i don't know how they can be a police..

they can't even settle this things rite away..

yet, they just let the ^shittty^ man go..

Oh my god..i hate ..

i'm so so suprised of wht happen today,..

i just hate that ppl so much..

If i have a power,..anything ..

i will make them suffer..all the family..including the shit police man...

i pray to god, let this things settle fair & square..

and i maybe scared that the b family will *em* us ..

but i don't care anymore..

u 'll just shit, full of shitttttt.

F.Offfffff....

y'll deserve hell..