Learn..

February..Valentine la la la..

On The Beat

Tell the person you love the most that u R...

Cos life is short...

u don't know when and how..

it's just happen..

be kind to all the people, and notes to myself..

stop being stupid cool..

my grandmother just passed away..

and i pray for her to be with God in heaven..

i've done many mistake to her,

i don't really hav much memory about her, and i've got her wrong sometimes..

i'm really sorry..

i can't cry..

i just can't...

but i'm sad for being the bad...

Hate

it happen now..

and i hate how i regret abt this thing so much..

i'm a bad person, and until now i tried hard to be the good person..

i don't know this will happen, and i don't know what to do..

i hate myself so much,

how i care so much whether i cry or not later..

how selfish i am rite now..

i hate myself so so much..

and crying out loud won't help me at all..

it already happen..

and i'm sad ..

why i care abt other opinion so much..

this is what i hate the most about myself..

'i really don't know what to do.

i don't really hate her actually , i just don't know how to love her..

and it's really true when my mom says that i'm not fair at all..

i never ever thought that this will happen..

and it's so sudden..

i don't even have the chance to apologize..

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Valentine tips: How to have fun with him at the movies...

• Make sure you’re comfortable with the person you are with. It should be someone you know well and enjoy being around. You should be close to them and you shouldn’t find them boring or irritating.
• Choose a film that you both like, for the times when you are watching the film. If you haven’t agreed on the film, you will get bored halfway through it, and lose interest. Try one of the many film review websites out there before you go.
• Break any touch barriers by resting your head on his shoulder. He may do anything from flinch to take the hint and place his arm around you.
• Enjoy the movie, you’re with the person you like and it feels good being with them.
• Get some food, like popcorn, and share it with each other. Make sure you both like it!
• If you want to kiss him, or have him kiss you, lean against his shoulder and look up at him.
• Most importantly, have fun. If he’s no fun to be around, will he be worth it?

We can't rid the world of sorrow, but we can choose to live in joy.

Sorrow is with us not because we are bad at stopping it, but simply because it's part of being human. What matters is not whether good or bad things happen - both will, but your relationship to them. Just think back over the last 24 hours, - what had you taken hard that you could have taken lightly?

”Their Rooms, Our Story,”

“After finally being met with jackpot success overseas and finding out that we had created unimaginable results, I headed to the company on the day of our pay with light steps. But on the statement of accounts that I received that day, the results were a minus. I thought maybe I read wrong and checked again, but everything was written as an expense. Damn, all that money was written off as expense. Exactly what kind of expense was it that all that money disappeared? I still can’t forget the higher representative’s words that told me that it would be difficult if I left the company. What the seniors said were right: Would you want to keep the ones that still willingly want to make money for you?“ “This is never our efforts as a product. The day I die as a human being. It’s an effort made because I don’t want to be left with regrets.”- JYJ

Stop

be pretty...

White & rEd morning..!!!

To be living..To exist..To feel and to be felt..

i sleep & i

i dream, bout someone...

weird, why do he suddenly appeared in my dream..

the dream was like the fairytale stories...

we r asleep but actually we r awake in our dream..

i'm talking to him, the dream is better than the reality...

the dream..whenever i really want to talk or miss someone..

dream..help me ..

it's create another fake reality to me..it's like we've meet for weeks but actually it's just 5 or 9 hours sleep..

just want to thank d "DREAM"..

let's dream everyone,..

PinK- Fucking Perfect

Made a wrong turn

Once or twice

Dug my way out

Blood and fire

Bad decisions

That's alright

Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood

Miss "no way it's all good"

It didn't slow me down

Mistaken

Always second guessing

Underestimated

Look, I'm still around...

Pretty, pretty please

Don't you ever, ever feel

Like your less than

Fuckin' perfect

Pretty, pretty please

If you ever, ever feel

Like your nothing

You're fuckin' perfect to me

You're so mean

When you talk

About yourself

You are wrong

Change the voices

In your head

Make them like you

Instead

So complicated

Look how big you'll make it

Filled with so much hatred

Such a tired game

It's enough

I've done all I can think of

Chased down all my demons

See you same

Pretty, pretty please

Don't you ever, ever feel

Like your less than

Fuckin' perfect

Pretty, pretty please

If you ever, ever feel

Like your nothing

You're fuckin' perfect to me

The world stares while I swallow the fear

The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer

So cool in lying and I tried tried

But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time

Done looking for the critics, cuz they're everywhere

They don't like my genes, they don't get my hair

Stringe ourselves and we do it all the time

Why do we do that?

Why do I do that?

Why do I do that?

Ooh, pretty pretty pretty,

Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel

Like you're less then, fuckin' perfect

Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel

Like you're nothing you're fuckin' perfect, to me

You're perfect

You're perfect

Pretty, pretty please don't you ever ever feel like you're less then, fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing you're fucking perfect to me

Word i want to hear from u To me

You are beautiful and I wish you had more self esteem...

Stop disliking yourself and being your own biggest critic.

Stop being so sad because life could be a lot worse, and although I don't know you that well,

I'm guessing that you have many things to be grateful for....

If you feel lonely, just talk to someone.

In real life, not on the computer. ..

Just say hi, it won't hurt. .

You seem like a flower that is still waiting to bloom..

I hope someday it will stop raining on you and the sunshine will make you blossom....

You just need to let go. Lose yourself, and all the preconceptions you have of your appearance and personality. Let go of the past. Let go of him. Just start over, live in the now....

u will be a swan someday to a special person...

Secret Garden House..prettyyyyyy..yey..

In real life, the house actually belongs to the cosmetic and health food brand Maiim. The whole area (which in the drama is said to belong to Kim Joo Won) is called the Maiim Vision Village. It is an environmentally-friendly park where the indoors and outdoors are balanced harmoniously. Hallyu fans may also recognize the house as being Bae Yong Joon's vacation home in "Winter Sonata".

wow..!!!!

this house is very very pretty...

it will be lucky to the owner to have it..

and the ppl who design is also very2 amazing..

must be very2 extra ordinary man..

becos he can came up with this plan..

oh i wish this is my house..

huhu..

my future house ..lols..

DraMa 2011 must watch...

Paradise RanCH

: Shim Chang Min(A.k.a My hubby) & Lee Yeon Hee

SEcrET GArdEN

: Hyun Bin & Ha jiwon

Athena: GoddeSS of waR

By: Jung Woo Sung, Park Soo Ae, Cha Seung Won, Lee Ji Ah, Choi Si Won

My PrINcess

: Song Seung Hun & Kim Tae Hee

DreaM HiGh

: 2PM Taec Yon, T-ara Eun Jung, Miss A Suzy, Kim Soo Hyun, IU, 2PM WooYoung and JYP + Bae Yong Jun

Journey

Journey-Open arms

Lying beside you, here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mind
Softly you whisper, you're so sincere
How could our live be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are by my side

So now I come to you, with open arms
Nothing to hide, believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms

Living without you, living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you, wanting you near
How much I wanted you home

But now that you've come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay.

You make me wanna

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night

you make me wanna hold you till the morning light

You make me wanna love,

you make me wanna fall,

You make me wanna surrender my soul

I know this is a feeling that i just cant fight,

you're the first and last thing on my mind

You make me wanna love

You make me wanna fall,

You make me wanna surrender my soul

enjoying the old song from blue.._u make me wanna..

and this red roses i dedicated to MY fav kpop band ever TVXQ

congratulations for the winning...

keep in faith..<3

u guys always the best becos the newcomer just copy cat u guys..(kidding)

lols, hope tvxq will be 5 soon..

but as for now..i'll still support u guys..

TVXQ & JYJ

it's your heart that knows who loves you, not your ears or eyes.

Listen to the words, and you can be fooled.

Look at the actions, and you can be fooled.

Feel deeply into your heart, and then you will know the truth.

Who makes your heart soar now? Well, what are you waiting for?

there's sunshine beyond that rain, there's good times beyond that pain..

So sudden and it's annoying...
Problems come and go..
i hate to think of a way to solve the problem, but i have toooooooo...
and i get so angry, so angry while i'm thinking of a better way solving the problem..
i know there's a way..but using this way again and again..make me very2 angry..
i noticed that things happen again, it never changed..
becos i choose not to change it, the problem is me , always be me..
i start to blame others but it's me..
i..want to change something so badly, and maybe for a week it will be different and i will be happy..but after tht, things will go back the way it is..nothing change..
i just hate to accept that it's the same..all this time..
i close my eyes and pray...
so i can see a better day..
justin bieber lyrics "pray"
listen to this song, i pray for a way to solve this problem..
and i pray this will be the last time it happen..
i pray that i really can see a better day..
yeah i hope so...
i pray that i be grateful enough, cos the problem i have now is not that big than others pain..
i have enough and i should stop being greedy..
and if things doesn't going well..
it's ok..cos things will get better ..
the next day or maybe the next next day..

Dear god, show me the way to solve my problem..
and for someone who still not paying the rent money..
i really hope that she will pay even it will be late...i'll wait..
And please help me be kind, stop me from saying and shouting bad words ..
Help me to love my brother and sisters fairly,
help me to love my grandmother too..
and for my dad & mum, let them healthy always, there r many things i want to show them ..
and for my friends and enemy..i love you no matter what u do to me and what i do to u..
and i'm sorry for all the sins or words that have hurt u guys..
and lastly for those who needs u the most..
for the poor to get a home and enough food a day,
for the dying people to get better and enjoy life once again,
for the failure to stand strong for another journey,
for the sad people to be happy..
i pray, and i know u r listening..

thanks..:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

and i wonder why, when i feel very happy in a day, the next day..things will turn out very bad..
i'm happy to be happy, cos i'm happy seeing everyone happy...
but maybe there's a reason behind the sad things that come after that..the reason..:)))
i know the answer now..thnks..
Love you always god..

Adsense..Just what u'll know..

Do you all know.., sometimes i wonder?? :)

i just starting the ^Ads^ things ...

i heard it from my friends..

after some research about it..

feel like i ..ehm.,, wnt to give it a try..

well, my life these days was not very fun..more to boring...

so i'm thinking of making money online..

still on a research of a small business online,

tht's why i've been given a brain..

to think..not just stayed at home, eat and sleep...

...i hope i can make more money online ..

my life rite now, is very very................................................

the point r..

FEEL FREE TO CLICK ON THE ADS...

and i'll visit yr blog..thnks..

Be a dreamer..

“I’m a kid in the candy store,” says Hefner. “I dreamed impossible dreams. And the dreams turned out beyond anything I could possibly imagine.”

Millions of men around the world consider Hefner one of the luckiest men alive, and he agrees. “I’m the luckiest cat on the planet,” he exclaims. Less to do with luck than with having an entrepreneurial mind and fierce determination, Hefner knew as a teenager that he could achieve great things and he set out to do just that.

His Midwestern, Methodist home did little to stimulate his creative energies, forcing Hefner to escape into a world of music and movies that was more along the lines of the life he saw for himself. Hefner had no Hollywood connections, no publishing connections and no previous experience in the world of business. But, he had dreams that he was not just going to let slip by the wayside.

“First and foremost, see what it is you really want to do,” says Hefner. “Hold on to the specific dreams that you have and then stay focused on it.” He warns that one of the major problems for entrepreneurs is their loss of focus. It is essential that you strive towards your goals, or else motivation and focus will easily slip from your grasps. “We are handed a life by peers, parents and society; you can do that or follow your own dreams,” says Hefner. “Life is too short to be living somebody else’s dream.”

When Hefner first set out to launch Playboy, he only had $8,000 to his name. “You don’t start a national magazine with that kind of money,” he reflects. “Of course, I didn’t know that I couldn’t do that, so I went ahead and did it”. With just a table, typewriter and some letterhead in his home, Hefner set about creating the magazine. General manager, advertising director, and editor all in one, Hefner was undoubtedly dreaming big by thinking he could do this. But, when the first 50,000 copies immediately sold out, Hefner knew he was onto success. “The interesting thing is how one guy, through living out his own fantasies, is living out the fantasies of so many other people,” Hefner jokes.

He recognizes today that it was due more to his ability to dream up creative ideas than to any superior business sense that enabled him to succeed. “I’m fairy successful in business not because I’m a good businessman, but because I’m a very good entrepreneur,” says Hefner. “My skills are essentially marketing, editorial and creative. “It’s the products and services that I created that speak to people, the things related to my magazine and the company in my life. These are the things of which I’m proudest, and that I do best.”

Hefner believes that the rise of the Internet as a tool for business has enabled today’s generation to dream even bigger dreams than he ever could have. “The changes in technology make all things possible,” he says. “The opportunities are everywhere now.”

Every tomorrow is a Miracle,.

tears..><, just finish watch'g April bride.

based on true story, Japanese movie..

the story...was so sad>>>.<<<

and i like the boy character very much..

the boy, ermm hard to find, maybe one in a million..

maybe there's 0 in the future..lols..

but the movie is jjang..

it's worth to watch..

still not sleepy at this moment,

and i know it's bad for my eyes..but still sleep late evryday..

going to be the panda twins soon..

lalalala, my life is so boring rite now..

nothing to do, just sleep, eat, do housework and watch tv..

miss my friend a lot..

bored.bored.bored.

and now, things tht keeps me alive..r..

music...

Movies too..

I need to plan on something, don't want my day to be waste with nothing special..

i want my day, my tomorrow and the day after tomorrow to be fun and worth living..

cos we don't know when we have our lasts tomorrow..

I want to live cheerfully, waking up in the morning with a smile on my face..

being grateful because i'm still here..still can see the sky and the moon..

i just happy cos i'm still writing on my blog..and i pray for all those people who r facing with the bad illness to be healthy again...

and for those who r hoping to get what they want..

for the poor to have food and house to live with..

lastly, i wish tht someday, there's someone who can cure cancer..

let all the people live peacefully..until the end..

in god we trust, and everything may happen as his will..'

my 2011 life story will be like....what god has written..

and let it be..

Worth living

“Lyrics settle on a melody like dust on furniture.”

pics we create and remember..sneak peak of 2010..

with cute mei2x..