Counting the days before new year 2011...

4 days before new year..

I have a great year to go with.

Time fly so fast, faster than we had imagined.

Day By days we gone through with many feelings..

Happy, Sad, Angry, Disappointed, Nervous, Grateful and more..

But we still live until today, And i very grateful to god for everything that had happen in my life until now. I've learned many things. I also need to change many things too in the future..

but what's important is to trust and have faith..

KL, maybe not this time, but someday, i'll go there..

I just need to rest and find money for now..

^_^..

2010 Reflection Challenge

Day 1: A few things you will never forget in 2010.- There's more, i don't really remember all but i'm happy to be one of the student of ACD6A1. I finally graduated from Diploma In Accountancy of UITM Sabah. What i misses the most are outing with ACD6A1 to Ranau and Memutik Island.

Day 2: Relationship(s).- Haha, lol's hate this question above all,..Still single and going to be mingle soon for sure. I don't want to have a lonely valentine day this time. But if i "still" can't find anyone. It's ok, i still have many friend to hang out with.
Day 3: The best day.-ACD6a1, Christimas time, Nelkey's wedding and sukaneka St.wiliam. oh yeah,not to forget,..we( my family) won the lucky draw (grand Price),...A lucky year 2010.
Day 4: The worst day.- Still the same worst day, ..and more worst day this year, but because of it's worst, i don't want to remember it, it's better to forget it..Let It go.
Day 5: The most memorable moment.-Once again, ACD6a1..huh and something, better keep in secret,..cos i'll remember it until the end..christmas time, and of cos nelkey's wedding.
Day 6: Your best friend(s).-Debra, Yifei, Bok2, Mala, Yatie, Jenn, Celor, Chian, Erny, Cilla, Nana, Lisa, Iana, Misha, Shafa & Bunda.
Day 7: Your birthday.19/10/10-simple birthday, celebrate with my family..
Day 8: The funnest getaway. More,,.....
Day 9: The end of last school year/the beginning of this one........ehm still thinking..
Day 10: New Year resolutions.

-This year, will be different..

I want to have a job, money...

And get driving license...

more...i'll leave it to god..^^

I want this thing so bad...pls, come to me..

MeRRy CHristmas 2010

YES YOU!

You are the one who makes me smile everyday

You are the one who makes my heart beats faster like a drum

You are the one who gives me reason to wake up every morning

You are the reason why I laughed

You are the reason why I am eager to get what I want

You are the reason why I still keep fighting here in this world though Im so tired

You keep me strong

You make my world so wonderful

You enlighten my dark world

You are my angel who always guide me..

You are my prince that will saved me in my fairytale

You are my Love that I will love FOREVER

You are my EVERYTHING here in this world..

And I want to say this to you.. That I REALLY LOVE YOU..

special to u...u... and always u...

Jesus knows the answer..

Christmas Eve..

Merry christmas everyone..

i have a very very good night today,,

i'm happy with it..

choir at st.edmund tdy..

but some ppls still talk about us..

something like, we not singing very well,.

but it's ok..

i just hate it when ppl says we ruined the christmas eve event,..

oh my G...

nahhh..says whatever u like..

still very very confused with the decision i need to take..

i really hope tht god help me to take the better choice, two years and a half..

it's very long...

huh, big "sigh'..

lallallalal...

need to let it off frm my mind now,

cos i want to have a bless and blast wonderful christmas...

ho ho ho...

Wish u all A Merry Christmas
May the Joys of the season
Fill ur heart with goodwill and cheer
May the chimes of Christmas glory
Add up more shine and spread
Smiles across the miles
Today & In the New Year.

Knowing God's Will - The Key to Everything!

Christ taught us that knowing God's will and living in obedience to that will is the key to it all! God is the potter; we are the clay. God keeps us spinning on His potter's wheel, shaping and reshaping us as He bathes our lives in tears to make us more Christ-like so He can use us for His will. Surrender daily. Keep your clay moist through daily prayer - prayer that's in accordance to His will.

But what i really need is, god give me guide to my next decision..

My next important decision, about my future.

I want to take it, but still..

i'm not brave enough for tht, i don't have enough confident to go through with it..

I'm scared of a lot of things..

And i'm sorry because i'm not very grateful for evrything u hav given me until now..

i'm so sad of myself for being this selfish and not brave,..

sorry..

but i want to get rid of something..

the bad side of myself..

i need to, please help me god..

please.

XoXo gossip girl

Christmas , HO Ho HO..

5 days before Christmas..

Hav so much fun during this holidays..

things going very well ..

I finally graduate...and also get the unexpected news of my degree application..

quite surprise with the news..but still need to think of it...

Ho Ho hO..

gained more weight now..especially during caroling time..

I love it, enjoy the Christmas song very much,..

eat, eat n eat..

things to be done..

christmas dance for the kids..

and prepare a lot f presents..

also the christmas wish..

i;m so grateful for everything tht happen in my life..

i'm so thankful to god, for everything..

thank you god..

MErry christmas...

Take a lesson from each day

Dream a life that is worth living..

So frustrated about the future,,,

i don't care, what my job going to b in the future,...

i just want to get a job that i want to..

I want money..money & money...

i don't like to b a nurse...

i wnt something else...

something abt counting the money, ..

not relating to the blood...

ohhhhhhh..sigh...

my mom wnt me to be something i don't want to be...

pls let me be what i wnt...:(..

i'm tired of studying...

:) A smile for Today Tomorrow & Future

Thanks god for everything...

Having a bad dream r good sometimes..

i maybe worried to death, but it's the best to get out from all the stress...

I'm so happy..

finally..i graduate frm Diploma In Accountancy..

:)

thnks god for everything..

thnks for a great december..

can't wait for the 1 jan 2011..

:)

Trust

God, Father of heaven..

Jesus Christ..

I trust him...

when all the people leave me, he will always be there,

holding my hand and says that "it's okay, you still have me".

When i failed on something or having a hard time in life,

he will always stand next to me says that " it's okay, just move on".

I trust him with all my heart, i trust that someday, i'll get what i want..

there's a moment..

i lost my trust in u..so whenever i'm lost it, help me to regain it back..

help me to be better in life ..

Prayer of serenity:

God grant me the serenity

to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will direct your paths.

Proverbs 3, 5-6

Yesterday,Today And Tomorrow

Yesterday...

a day i live without any plan or expectations..

Off to kk with celor & mie...

My mood full of joy whenever all d three of us r together..

we need to get the flower for celor bro engagement..

Then, need to servey small and cute notebook for her sis son..

a simple day but i feel so tired, cos last nite, suddenly got insomnia..

can't sleep..but still managed to sleep at 5 am..and only sleep for two hours...

sigh..it's not good for d eyes..lol.

We also begin the first caroling..

lalala..i'm so excited..cos i love it..hey yeah!!! it's christmas..

month of blessing...and joy..

we came late...hihi..

and at the night..something "BAD" feeling happened..

very bad..but the lesson of the day..

understand the situation better..

Today..

The engagement day..

it's fun, hot, and .....lalalala..

still ok DAY..

i'm worried abt the result...

10 dec..two days more...

pray, pray and pray..

pls let me pass god..

:)

Tomorrow aka,today 12.43 am..

i need a new short haircut,...

i need money too..

sigh..what else going to happen tomorrow..

haha...let's it happen and be grateful for it..

everything happen for a reason...

Hello December...

The wedding day..

271110..

The best man Alerins and bride olga...^^

wish u all good luck and be happy forever..

love for uu's..

wonderful day..

New day, new worry, new problem and new joy..

there's a lot to think about today...

a lot of problem regarding housemate and rental...

sighhhhhhh...

the results will be out soon...

and it's make me nervous..

have a bad dream ytd..

"failed"..this is what my dream all about...

so sad..

but let's don't argue about it...

just accept it..

wow another me says this..

but the real me... scared to death about the results...

i wish and pray for the best...

Pls let me graduate this time...

tired of studying...

HELP ME>>.<<

Things on the list for december..

blessing month ever!!!...

a new pair of jeans..

and of cos new dress...

lols..

money is running out...

busy december..

also trouble too..

huhu...

Trouble maker..

i hate others opinion...

how they judge us on everything we do..

i try to be me...

yet i still care for ppl opinion...

it's tiring to listen to those harsh opinion..

but life is like tht..

take it and throw it...

i wonder why they keep talking...

but the answer always easy...

it's just the same as why i'm keep judging ppl too..

silent always the best solution...

i pray to god..

let me live my life..

just simple..stop my greediness..

and help me to understand others well..

let me trust u and have faith..

thnks for everything god..

^^

have a bless december everyone..

cos the chirst is coming...

lots of love for y'all..