a little secrets

There are three kinds of secret:

1.Something that you hide at the bottom of your heart because you don't want it to be mentioned.

2.Something that you can't say even if you want to, and

3.Something that you hope someone asks about even though you're hiding.

three of dis..

1st, mungknla..it's abt your love ones or something u wish to forget or maybe something shameful..

2nd, abt yr friends maybe..u scared tht if u say it, it will hurt them..

3rd, huh, yg nie ssh sikit..it's about god maybe..

merepek lg..bosan pula ni..

"some things may be nothing for us yet it could mean the world for others. similarly, some things may be easy for us yet so painful for others. realize this and know why at times forgiveness comes hard.

lesson: make the utmost care for other people’s feelings ‘cause sorry is not always an effective remedy."

sometimes i don't get it, why i feel angry..

maybe i just don't understand the life cycle things..

but i suddenly hate u now, hate that u speaks before u think..

it's not funny, u just annoyed someone..

and why we just randomly fall in love..

huh, is it a mind trick..

it's happen tdy, when i look into something...and it made me..ANGRY>.<

but when i think back, i don't really need to get angry actually...

coz it have nothing to do with me..

who is him?? until i need to let myself cozy over him..

u r nothing..i just notice it....

huh..i feel stupid coz sometimes i cared for something tht's really out of my league..

why i happen to be this type of person..

hope i can think very well aftr this..

i look for u everywhere i go, hoping to jump into you, but i never see u.YOU're not there, NEVER THERE..

i've lost control again. wish i knew where my life was going..

short vacation-LB

Holaaaaa ^^

just came back frm short vacation,..

it's so hot out there..

really2 hot..

but i'm happy for some reason..

"he" i know long long ago started to talk with me..

i know tht, it's not that he don't want to talk,

but maybe it's just my problem..

need to get rid of the negative thinking..

lalalala, no more money for now..:(

.............................

Genevie..

it's time too sleep..

but i'm not sleepy yet..

den i go to check anything funny or readable..

i found something..

something make me smile..

it's about my name..

i don't know why..

but i'm happy just becoz of tht..

hope i'm not insane...

but i almost there..

:)

god can i ask u something..

i really want to know d answer..

whether it will hurt me or no..

i still want to know it badly..

so pls answer me..

^^

u really help me with my friendship...

yeah..u hear my pray..right..

so pls just listen to this one..

only this one question..

n i feel very guilty inside me..

u know why..

tell me wht i should do..

miss u so much..

gbME..

xoxo

Inside my heart.

Inside my heart,

i am.....

i gettin back on my track now,

breathe so well ady..

i fall inlove with someone..

someone that change my mind straight away..

i like her so much...

it's too late 4 me too realized this things..

but i'll catch up very fast..

Dear BEL TING..

i'm so sorry abt the two days,

i'm not in a good mood..

i'm really angry that day..

really,,,can't explain why..but u do remind me of someone..

sorry..i'm really stupid that days..

and for someone..

i do really like u..

u teach me something tht i think it's too late for me to learn..

i wish u teach me frm sem 1 coz if u r, i will be someone different..

but i still glad u r my lecturer now..

the word..WORK HARD..

i agree, this is wht make us successful...

this also: "when i am angry with someone, i just look at her/him..

i know she/he is lying 100 %..but i just keep looking at him ..

i can't scold him/her..in my mind, i think what if, someday i will need some help from them..,

then i just let it go, let god decide what will happen next.."

surprise tht someone like u this really exist..

hope to learn more from u...

........

celor is back..

miss her so much....

^^

RM 50..

becoz of this i'm off to labuan tomorrow..

what to say..

but someday i'll repay u..

thnks..love u so much..

....

wish everything will be fine now..

and i miss u so much..

i hate dreaming of u.,,.

coz it's make me look so sad,crazy...

so..from now on..

i'll keep u in my mind..

coz i know someday..

i'll forget u like the rest of my love life..

dat's all for tonight..

xoxo..

labuan i'm coming...

"Train yourself to let go of the things you feared to lose,

so that when they' re gone

you won't feel dumb or pathetic anymore.."

A Silent Love

Share some love stories^^

Love transcends everything, including the one gift we take so often for granted, speech. A touching story with a tear-jerking ending which shows true love is patient and will be a shining light in moments of despair.

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

it doesn't matter. Who is without a flaw?

i'm not in a good mood today, sumthing came up..

i hate this, i hate this feeling i have now..

it's sucks..

but feel ok now, thnks to CELOR..

i really need someone to talk, someone i can share my problem with..

thnks to god, i know u listen to me, i pray for god so she will to at least reply me, and she do it..

it's been a long time, i shares something with her, coz someone tell me..

THEY NEED SPACE Too..

but i'm happy coz, i miss to talk to her, i have many things to talk abt..

but let save it for another day..

..........

my ego,,tggi sgt..

i hate to apologize 4 something..

this is wht my big sis says,..agree with her..

and i try to stop this, but then she says...be yourself, don't try to change anything..

u tried so hard, stop now..be yourself is what important,

surprise to hear this frm her..

tht's why i miss her so much..

i just love her..

try to correct but not change it,

this is wht i remember the most..

open my mind, try to b in the prson situation but don't cared for it too much..

pls keep this two person god, n pls do take care for the one i hurt once,

...i don't know how it actually happen, n what the reason , but,

pls at least give me the answer someday..

............

xoxo

How to forget someone who BROKE your heart..

Huhu..this issue is very common to us. i used to experience it before and it is possible if it happen to me again next time. so i would like to prepare this article for myself as a reference for the next2 time.. if not for me, then somebody else may practicing it, right..

Forgetting someone who broke your heart is not hard if you understood the fact that the methods you are going to use to forget that person are going to have some differences compared to the methods that are used to forget someone who didn’t break your heart.

The main reason forgetting someone who broke your heart requires additional steps is that there are other factors involved such as your hurt Ego, the impact on your self esteem and the anger you have towards that person.

Sometimes a person may suffer for long periods of time after a certain relationship because of his hurt Ego and not because of the love he had towards the person who broke his heart!! This means that you can get over someone completely yet still suffer because of the bad feelings associated with the way you were dumped or rejected.

The additional steps required to forget someone who broke your heart

The additional steps that are required to forget someone who broke your heart is to heal your hurt ego and fix your self esteem if it was affected.

• Healing your Ego: Healing your Ego shouldn’t be done by revenge or by hating the person because both solutions will let you become a resentful person. Healing your Ego can be done by showing that person that he has a lost a treasure (which is you). This isn’t a quick solution but it’s the one that will surely work. Direct all the anger you have towards motivating yourself to become better and better, sooner or later your news will reach the person who broke your heart and he will realize his loss.
• Fixing your self esteem: Sometimes people fail to recover from breakups because of self esteem issues and not because of loving the person who dumped them!!
  In my book How to get over anyone in few days I explained how thinking that you were dumped because of being inadequate can prevent you from getting over the person who dumped you. After all if gaining self esteem was one of your goals when you first started the relationship then only building your self esteem will let you get over this relationship . In short you are not in need of the person, you just need to feel worthy

My secret admire

This is a story about a simple girl who wishing happiness for herself.. and most of all.. to be loved sincerely by somebody.... Her name was Anne.. she got a beautiful name.. but her appearance is not as pretty as her name.People only seek for beautiful girl... So, a beautiful soul like her will be always ignored.....
She's 20...21 to be but she never knew the feeling of being loved and to loved by somebody... She used to fall in love but she always been rejected. Sometimes she wonder that she was a different person.. she wanting to be like Charmaine.. the most popular girl in her college.. She doesn't really need a lot of boyfriends like Charmaine.. if she can have one... then, she would be really grateful... but.. she have to face the fact that she's not wanted anywhere....too sad for her.. then.. all she have to do is.. dreaming... dreaming to meet her prince charming one day....;-)
Sometimes she feel jealous to her other girlfriends.. whose already have their own boyfriends..its hurting her whenever they asked her,"you dont want to go out with your boyfriend?..its weekend"...And some girls will teased her... its hurt to be single when you're above 20....But.. Anne can't do nothing.. she cant force the boys to like her.. so.. all she have to do is just dreaming and hoping...
"dear Anne... i am your secret admirer"........Anne couldn't believe on what had happened... she finally had an admirer.... she don't have to feel down to her girlfriends anymore....
She enter the class a little bit late that day because she couldn't sleep well.. too much thinking about her admirer..She's shocked when she saw a red flowers on her desk.. seal with a memo.."from your secret admirer"... Her girlfriends smile to her.
"finally Anne.. you'll have a boyfriend soon.. welcome to the club"..She smiled back to them.... Then, everyday.. her day is fill by gifts from The secret admirer.... her girlfriends asked her to force the man to show himself... so that they'll know who was that....
one day, Anne rushing to the isolate area of her college.. crying.. feeling guilty....
yeah.. she made a big mistakes by being her own SECRET ADMIRER just to show off to her friends that she also deserve to be love.. she lie to them.. she lie to herself.. she's desperate.. and she cry....
"Anne..why do you cry" a boy from her class ask her. she knew the boy since a few years ago.. but she never talk to him. Anne couldn't stop herself to tell him the truth...
"well.. you don't have to fool everybody including yourself by doing that nasty thing.... you dont have to show your desperation.. because... somebody was always think about you even you never realize about it" He said.
Anne looked at him and asked.."you mean?"
"yeah Anne... i like you.. you're not the most beautiful girl but your beautiful soul is enough for me to love you"..

P/S: repost from someone blog again, gettin excited to read her blog...

it's from Diana, again..and the other stories also from her, i'm not a stalker, but i do enjoy the post you've done,..it's a great stories, learn something from tht, i'm sorry n hope u don mind i copycat this..

this stories, (sigh)..

was nice, for a dreamer like me..

wish someday i'll be like anne..

getting a real secret admire which is not anymore my dream prince charming..

Another Love story

Another love story….

1^st February,

I look at the girl that sits next to my desk. She looks so pretty with her curly dark brown hair. I adore her since the first time she came to our school. I adore the way she smile to me and the way she treats other people in my class. She’s nice and I knew that she’s not pretending. She’s pretty..She’s nice..Kind.. And I can’t deny that I love her.

2^nd February,

I look outside of my window. The scenery outside my bedroom didn’t attract me at all. I keep on thinking..Can I be with her one day? I love her..but I don’t have the guts to tell her. I have her phone number. I can call her whenever I want but I just don’t dare. Oh no..my parents has return. I have to take shower by now.

3^rd February,

My mummy kisses me on the forehead. My daddy give me the car keys. They have to go to Europe for one week. Business.. I am alone again. I drive the car slowly going back home. I don’t have driving license actually. But who cares..Even my daddy let me to drive this car. Oh Dalina..i miss you again..

5^th February,

“Can I talk to you? I have something to tell you..”

Dalina look at me and smile.. “Yes, sure.. come sit next to me.”she said softly.

“I love you,”.. then I run away from her..i feel like all the world turn upside down. I heard she calling me but I don’t dare to look at her and turning back..oh Dalina. I feel shame to you..

6^th February,

Dalina smile to me and nodded. “I do love you..”

Am I dreaming? She pinches my cheek softly. It’s hurt a little bit. I knew I am not dreaming. I hold her hand and tell her how much I love her. Rejoice !! the world seem to sing a love song to me.

7^th February,

We spend the whole day at the theme park…today is holiday.:-) she so amazing.. nice, funny and a little bit naughty. But, she still the most perfect girl I ever meet. I wish to be with her forever.. but does she really love me?..I wonder.

10^th February,

“Dalina, between me and your life, what will you choose?”

Dalina stare at me astonished. Then she laugh..

“Of course my life dear..”.. I don’t know how to express my feeling after she answered my question. I hate her. She’s so selfish.

11^th February,

“I am sorry..i didn’t meant to hurt your feeling” Dalina said to me. I knew she’s so sincere. But I still mad at her. I didn’t answer her calls..Didn’t reply her sms. I want her to regret of what she have done to me.

13^th February,

“Greg dear, do you really hate me?i am so sorry…I love you. I want to be with you forever..” Dalina speak softly to me. I know she’s sad. I can see it from her eyes. But she still look so calm. That’s why I adore her..but I still unsatisfied to torture her. Tomorrow..i promise I will forgive you Dalina dear. I will.. I will give you new dresses..new shoes..whatever you want..i swear..

8pm.. I open my facebook. Dalina had updated her status.

:one day he ask me one simple question. Between me and your life, what will you choose? Then I answered my life. Then He left me without even knowing that.. He is my life”:

I feel like the world turn upside down again.. I tortured her because I have misunderstood her. What kind of boyfriend am i..i post something on Dalina’s wall.

:Dear forgive me..i love you…:

Dalina answer..i knew it dear. Let just forget it. I love you too..can’t wait to see you tomorrow..

Oh Dalina..my precious one. I really love her. I grab my phone.. book the best restaurant for us tomorrow. Book two dozens of roses.. I will give her everything.

14^th February,

Dalina wait patiently in front of her house. Greg will come soon, she thought. 8pm,Mrs Belinda come to her house.

“Greg had gone…car accident..” she’s crying.. her precious son had died. Dalina faint…

When she opened her eyes, Mrs Belinda was sitting beside her.

“Greg love you Dalina…even he’s not with us anymore. Every years on valentine day, you will receive a bouquet of roses..he ordered for you..” Dalina’s cry…but she knew. Her tears can’t change the faith…….

I will always love you…..

He likes her but he doesn't love her...;-)

Everything start with.. Dear .*****,
"I want to tell you something since the first time i knew you.. but i only have the guts to tell you everything now...You've been kind to me..and ILovE you so much.. you're not only my girlfriend. but you also my very close friend.. i don't have anybody else to share everything except you.. I love you."
Then, she smiled to him and asked back..
" Do you really think that you love me?.." he replied " without no doubt"....
" I feel happy whenever i see you... i want to smile to you whenever i'm with you... I share everything on my minds to you....when you're sad, i'll comforting you...and most off all.. i can be myself whenever i'm with you" he said to her..
She's happy with the confession but she understand that actually.. he just LIKE-ing her. not loving her.. because.... if he love her... instead of being happy, he'll tend to get nervous and his heart will beat faster whenever he meet her. A boy couldn't share everything on his mind to somebody that he love.....He can't look straight into a girl eyes whenever he see her....Its hard to be himself in front of somebody that he loved.... when the girl that he loved cried, he tends to cry with her instead of ended up comforting her.....
The feeling of liking someone can start with many reasons... if somebody being nice to you, then you'll tend to like him/her.. if you see somebody with good appearance, then you'll start liking...too many reasons to like someone...
But, you dont have any reason to fall in love with somebody...it all come from the heart... that's why people said.. "if you stop liking someone, all you need to do is.. just ignore the reason you like him/her.... "
but.. the feeling of love start from the heart... if you stop loving someone.. then it will turns into a drop of tear...causing a permanent scar in your heart.. forever...;-)

It's a Poem..

My dear,
The thing is… I’m sorry for everything,
The thing is… I’m not in love with you anymore,
The thing is… you’re not the same person as I’ve known before,
The thing is… you’re not in love with me anymore.

My dear,
When I say ‘I miss you’; it’s because I don’t know what else to say,
When I say ‘I’m happy to see you’; it’s because I don’t want you to suspect anything,
When I say ‘I love you’; it’s because I have to stop you from talking,
When I say ‘You look wonderful’; it’s because you need it.

My dear,
You said ‘I miss you’; but my heart was cold,
You said ‘I love you’; but my mind was thinking of something else,
You said ‘You’re looking great’; but my smile was just a fake,
You said ‘I’ll see you’; but my plan was to avoid you.

My dear,
The truth is… I know you’re lying to me,
The truth is… I know you’re in love with someone else,
The truth is… you wanted to tell me that it’s over,
The truth is… we never meant to be together.

So, my dear… knowing all these,
Why should we pretending with each other?
Why can’t we just say ‘Good Bye’ and go our separate way?
Why are we still thinking of each other?
Why… oh, why can you understand?
That you love me, and I love you…
And we’re hurting each other

Women & Man

Do you Want to be like the woman and the man that met in the Rain?

There was a story about the woman and the man that met in the rain. It was raining heavily on that evening and both of them stopping by at the bus stop to avoid the rain. They were stranger to each other but they have the same wish, that is to know each other. However, none of them daring to start the first step. None of them starting the conversation even their heart were dying to get closer with each other. Suddenly, the rain stop.. they realise that they have to leave the place before the rain start again. Finally, they went back to their own direction.. wasting the only chance they have to know each other......... ;-)
So, one thing that i want to HIGHLIGHT in this story is, if you are interested to know somebody, please throw away your shame and just try to do the first step.Its okay if you've been rejected. As long as you try it.. you'll be more regret if you didn't try it. Remember, a simple mistake will cause us to lose something or even someone FOREVER...

by hand,
Diana Erika Phillip

I love my mom!!!

I want to sing for my mother....;-)

The little girl looked at her mother, smiling..
"mommy..today, my teacher asked us to write a poem to someone special for us. I want to write to brother Andy and sister Sarah but.. she said we only can write to someone. so i write for you" the little girl said. The mother smiled back and asked..
"what you've write for me dear?"
"My dear mommy.. i love you so much.. because you've raised me up even though i am just and adopted child from the nearby orphanage..you're my star, my sunshine,my day and my night because you always be with me every time i need you. i want to sing to you but i need to learn the correct pitch first..." the little kindergarten girl read her poem proudly to her mom..
The mother laughed and hugged her sweet adopted child.
"Cut the part 'i am adopted child" so that i'll be happier," asked the mother. The little girl nodded and immediately delete the unwanted part in her poem. She read the poem again to her mother.
"thanks my sweet Layla.. so when did you want to let me hear you sing for me?" asked the mother.
"i want to practice it first.. but i'll make sure that i sing it for you mommy.. on Mother's day next week" she made a promise to her mother. Everyday, the mother heard her little girl tried to sing a song that she never heard before..but the little girl didn't want her mother to hear her practicing the song.
"its a surprise mommy... a surprise is something that you have to wait" she said to her mother.
"OK then..i'll wait it until the time come. but make sure you sing it perfectly," warned the mother. The little girl just nodded and smiles.
"i will, just wait for my performance... the perfect performance," she said confidently.
One day, the mother heard her little girl crying. She rushed to see her child. Andy, her second child was also there.
"what happen?" she asked.
"She sing nastily and i want to take a nap, i asked her to stop.. but she wont. so i pulled her hair," admit the 10 years old brother. Layla crying and asked her mother to take her. The mother took her little girl and asked her son to apologize for hurting her.
"yeah i am sorry but now please go away and stop singing nastily in this room," he said. The mother took her little girl to her bedroom and asked her to sleep.
"Mommy, sleep with me tonight. i won't sleep alone. tomorrow is my day of performance for you.. if i can hug you for the whole night, then i'm sure i can sing it perfectly tomorrow," she said softly to her mother.
The mother smiled and lying on her girl bed until the next morning.
**********
Layla want to make a perfect performance for her beloved mother. She's woke up earlier on that morning. She kissed her mother that was still sleeping and went to the bathroom, taking bath and wearing her best dress. She asked her sister Sarah to do her hair nicely so that she can look even prettier for her mother's special day.
"Sarah, where can i buy some flowers for mommy?"she asked.
"Of course from the florist.. but its still early now. later we go together" Sarah said. Layla sighed.
"Mommy will wake up soon.. there will be no surprise if she knew i want to give her flowers,"....Layla said.
**********
"Mommy wake up! something happen to Layla!' cried Sarah. The whole family rushed to the nearby roadway to claim the dead body of their family member. Yeah.. Layla had passed away. She was hit by a car while trying to cross the road. She went to the garden nearby to pick some fresh daffodils for her mother to make a surprise for her.. but she never expected that she will make a big shock to them.. on her hand, she still hold a piece of paper... and the flowers spread over her dead body. The mother took the paper's she hold and read it..

I want to sing to my mother..

She is my star...she is my world..

she is everything for me...

I want to sing for my mother...

she is my second love sight..

after my passed away mom...

but my mother is the number one..

she raised me up perfectly and i understand

about the real meaning of love..

A mother's love is the second best after God's love..

My mother is everything.. i sing just for her..

But, none of them could hear her nasty voice singing anymore.. forever and ever.......... ;-(

get this frm someone blog, ^^ credit To diana..

The only exception

I'm home again..

miss this place so much..

it's good to be home,

good to b wit my family...

I've been sitting here at my desk since 4pm..

on9..feel so boring, don't know what to do, life sure has it's limit..

i can be happy if i choose to laugh n it also can make me feel so sad suddenly...

i've been wondering just now..

what will happen tonight, tomorrow, n the next day..

god already plan evrything,..n what i should do abt tht..

huh,,,...i can't stop thinking of YOU..

n i think i need to b reborn again..

reborn to new plastic girls..

plastic girl, where no ones can make me sad or angry..

where i live as mySELF>.<

i don't care what other talk about me..

i don't give a damn to ppl who once R my friends n now the enemy tht i can't even hate..

but even if i say this hundred or thousand times..

nothing change, i'm still the old me..

the true me..

talking rubbish again..

next is<..__..>

i need new hairstyles...

i like my hair so much, but it's so hot n i just need a new looks..

cz i promised myself tht i'll cut it if i...lalalalala..

i've been thinking, what hairstyle suite me,.

huh..short..awwww...

short but cute,..

or mature one...

it's hard to decide,..

well let just see what happen tomorrow..

xoxo

I Miss U!!!!

huh, finish wit the song,

finally, my job is done..

another things to b take care of...

these day,i'm so tired with the same class for d same subject a week..

LOLz, i'm not suppose to say this coz...

this will not happen if i study hard and not repeat any paper..

life become harder day by day..

"big sigh"

i keep bossy abt something dat is not my problem..

i now, i miss someone terribly, ...

somewhere over the rainbow..

n i'm trying to make something look perfect so tht ppl will enjoyed it..

i love to read ppl blog which talk abt their life in this wonderful world..

ppl kept talking abt what happen there, here n anywhere...

i wish i have a "life" just like them,

shine always..

but i believe tht god has plan more awaiting pleasant life for me..

i'm bit sad becoz of his early plan..

coz i'm really hope for it to happen..

n it didn't happen as wht i've wish..

i'm so sad..

but i believe in god..

and if he is the one,

sure someday i'll get the answer..

waiting is tiring but it's worth...

i love the song "kayangan"

i just like the person in the lyric..LOLZ..

i hate this prson early coz he doing nothing but now i realize dat maybe we just like somebody else..

i just need time to refresh evrthing...

nahhh..need to forget abt this..

need to concentrate on my study now..

n tomorrow..

will go out wit my friends..

looking 4 part time jobs..

i wish i can get one job coz i need money ..

desparately need..

waste money too much these day...

......

almost forgot...

ytd me, jenn, yatie, n yifei..

watch BELUKAR movie..

not bad..

i like it..

i'm proud to be sabahan..

yeah^^

enjoyed being wit them..

wish time go slowly so i still have much time to spend with them..

n for someone over the rainbow..

i'm glad i'm not telling u anything,

i can't believe i overslept tht day..

maybe god just help me..

coz he knows..

that the answer will hurt me badly..

or maybe it's just me who unlucky tht day..

huh poor me..

tht's for now..

i wish i've told u that i actually fall for u..

and whenever i see u, my heart beat faster than ever..

but it remain silent ..

nitez

xoxo