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Monday, April 26, 2010

I'm THINKING!!!

What is the things 'I' WANT to do before the SEM ENDS?

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I want:

-take as many pictures wif my friends, Classmate..
-tell him, I LOVE U..
hahahahahhahha...
my housemate ask me this question..
i wish i'm brave enough to do the second things..
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‘The Blind Side’ - directed by John Lee Hancock


The blind side is a true story about ‘rags to riches’.
it's about A kid called Micheal Oher..
A homeless black kid with a broken family rose from his humble background amidst gun fights and drugs in the ‘Hurt Village’ to living with the wealthy white family of Tuohy, and how they help develop his potential enabling him to become an all-American star left tackle of the Baltimore Ravens, a football team. At school, he stands out because of his size and hsi reticence… with an almost child-like personality. His teachers and football coach are unable to get through to him, and most people thought he would probably drop out and join the thugs in the other side of town. A chance encounter with the Tuohys lead to an invitation to spend a night from the cold in their house, and develops into something more permanent, when Leigh Anne , the mum, adopts him. Only she was able to understand and appreciate his strong protective instincts and help him apply it to football. Subsequently, Oher becomes something like a school star.
‘The Charge of the Light Brigade’:

“Courage is a hard thing to figure. You can have courage based on a dumb idea or a statement but you’re not suppposed to question your doubts or your coach or your teacher because they make the rules, or maybe they don’t. It all depends on who you are, where you came from. Did at least one of the six hundred guys think about giving up or joining the other side… That’s why courage is tricky. Should you always do what others tell you to do, sometimes you might not even know why you’re doing something. I mean, any fool can have courage but honour, that’s the real reason you either do something or you don’t. It’s who you are and maybe who you want to be. If you die trying for something important, then you have both honour and courage and it’s pretty good. I think that’s what the writer was saying, that you should hope for courage and try for hope and maybe even pray that the people telling you what to do have some too.

This is a very inspiring film, one that emphasises on hidden talents and potential, and on how circumstances could change a man’s life. It reaches across borders and racial groups, focussing on how everyone is unique and should be given a chance to improve themselves. I applaud Sandra Bullock’s acting skills and her apt portrayal of a gutsy woman who dares trust a complete stranger based on her instincts and has so much love in her heart for another. It is a refreshing change from the usual movies she stars in, and makes her definitely worthy of a Oscar.

this story make me cry even it's not yet in the middle..
i 1st cry when i see BIG MIKE..
what a boy..
i've seen something i've never seen in a boy life...
it's sad..
so so sad..

my fav QUOTEs;
Leigh Anne Touhy: [from trailer] Find some time to figure out another bedroom for you.
Michael Oher: This is mine?
Leigh Anne Touhy: Yes, sir.
Michael Oher: I never had one before.
Leigh Anne Touhy: What, a room to yourself?
Michael Oher: A bed.

Michael Oher: [after pushing an opponent all the way off the field] Sorry, Coach. I stopped when I heard the whistle.
Coach Cotton: Where were you taking him?
Michael Oher: The bus. It was time for him to go home.

Beth: You're changing that boy's life.
Leigh Anne Touhy: No. He's changing mine.

What makes the experience even more delicious is that the film is based on a true story, most touching, wondrous, uplifting, and miraculous movies..
The Blind Side is quite simply my favorite movie of 2009 and the kind of film “they” used to make. It makes me absolutely crazy when I see the lamestream critics laud dark, cynical movies and turn up their noses at positive, inspired films about the loving, kind, gentle, and compassionate aspects of our humanity. If that’s now considered “sappy”, then I am a human maple tree and proud of it!
What a gift. What a movie.
enjoyed it so much..
life is unfair..
we always complaining, but there's more unfair life out there..
we should appreciate wht we hv know..
I wish for some mercy out there..
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Saturday, April 24, 2010

a lot of things to talk of...

a big sigh for today...
i don't know how i'm going to explain my day..
it's bad n good..
feeling guilty inside my chest..
this is the latest pics of me n my bestie..
not all of them..
tdy we have MUET test..
Reading, Writing & Listening...
the reading quite hard,
writing a lil bit better..
it's abt facebook..
and the worst..listening..
i'm very bad..
i don't understand wht they talked abt..
maybe i've probs with my EAR..

( na na na !! listen to lady antebellum songs)

aftr the test..
me & my housemate..
go to ip..
we decide to cut our hair but it's turn to another plan..
meet bb, mala, lysa, iana, misha, nana & rahel..
then direct to kk wif Bb & Mala...
watch movie the losers with Daniel,Faiz & Maja...
i'm so unlucky tdy..
almost kena ragut beh...
ahhhhhhh!!!!
mula2 lpk2 sblm msk pnggung,..
lps tu time mo msk pnggung,
tba2 c faiz tgr suruh ttp beg..
sy yg hampir mo bg tiket wyg..
panik gila smpi tdk terbg tiket wyg..
aiks...
bila dkt dlm bru durg crita..
yg laki2 tu sudah lama tengok2..
then yg sorg tu kra mo projek time sy jln stu org..
n kwn dia pula menengok..
tukang signal kali..
nsb la c faiz bg tau..kalau tdk,slp2 teda la duit mkn ne..
sy langsung tdk sdr eh..sgt2 tdk..
n sy jln duluan..
sbb kpala sy sgt2 pening npk trlampau bnyk org ..sesak lg tu..
moral of the stories..
BE CAREFUL..
hlg mood trus eh..
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NeXT..
"sad come n go, but it will never stay forever..coz happiness will come after that.."
sad things happen..
really sad..
i can't even tell..
it's hurt when someone we love, love someone else..
it's sad..
very2 sad..
sorry>.<

"cause love only comes
Once in a while
And knocks on your door
And throws you a smile
And takes every breath,
Leaves every scar,
Speaks through your soul
And sings to your heart
But if I knew then
What I know now
I'd fall in love"

sigh*
girls alwys wish for a dream that is hardly to be real..
yeah..for eg, wish someone she love, love her back,
wish someone she love: talk, smile and think of her..
it's just a dream..
when the person she love doesn't love her at all..
a sad love story..
i'm sad for u..
but i know u deserve someone better than him..
so keep smiling,
it's maybe bored without bf..
but u still can live, laugh with us..
wish u be OK n meet someone better someday..

(scared of love, n scared of life alone..)
i know a lil secret tht i hv share with myself..
thinking of telling others..
but huh, will others believe me..
i've done an observation..
abt "U"
hahaha..
noticed it long2 ago.
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tht's all for now..
xoxo..

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Me

reaching for the sky..
Reaching out to you, help me grow to die
wish to b like this in the future..
I am October in the summer
When the shreddings get caught on your windowsill
I'd give an apology
But I'll just do it again

I am October in the summer
I gave up on greenery and liveliness
To birth the blood hues
That make people want to write
i wish my hair pretty like this..
one day, i will dye my hair..
let it be longer than this..
and curl it ..
i like ppl who can surf well..
like wht i've seen at Tanjung aru beach tht day..
they look very handsome even the fact is NO>.<
I know love isn't forever & nothing ever lasts
But MAYBE things would be DIFFERENT & OUTCOMES would be possible because all that
.................was the PAST..
banother paper go tdy..(sigh)
wht a tiring day i have..
next is MUET Paper..
what should i do>.<
i'm so stress with everything..
i waste too much money this sem..
huhuhuhuhuhuh...
wat else to talk..
apple:
making life better..
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enjoying cinderella sister movie now..
quite boring..
but the stories teach me somthing tdy..
Live your life with haters..
will make u smile at the end..
and when u told me..
it is..
i promise u, i'll be yours..
haha..
it's too romantic..jiwang pula..
tp the truth is..
i do care abt it..
even i look like i'm not..
it's tiring me to act cool..
so let me breath easy..
:)
god thnks for evrything..
love u alwys..

Wake UP..STUD..

One paper down..
5 to go...
huh..
susah eh..ne la jd ne kalau blajar2 kucing..aiks..
One more paper tomorrow..
ETR 300..
hope will be better..
fighting for better life,,
just start'g the intro..
blk2 rest ..
nnt bsk stu pun tdk terjwb..
listen to LADY ANTEBELLUM song..
Ready to love again..
wow nice...

Seems I was walking in the wrong direction
I barely recognized my own reflection, no
Scared of love, but scared of life alone
Seems I've been playin' on the safe side baby
Building walls around my heart to save me, oh
But it's time for me to let it go.

Yeah, I'm ready to feel now
No longer am I 'fraid of the fall down
It must be time to move on now
Without the fear of how it might end
I guess I'm ready to love again.

Just when you think that love will never find you
You run away but still it's right behind you, oh
It's just something that we can't control

Yeah, I'm ready to feel now
No longer am I 'fraid of the fall down
It must be time to move on now
Without the fear of how it might end
I guess I'm ready to love again.

So come and find me
I'll be waiting up for you
I'll be holding out for you tonight

Yeah, I'm ready to feel now
No longer am I 'fraid of the fall down
It must be time to move on now
Without the fear of how it might end
I guess I'm ready, ready to love again.
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off now..

Sunday, April 18, 2010

off of my life..

"you cannot let this day pass without telling the people you love that you love them"
Do not take for granted the people closest to your heart. Nothing is permanent, celebrate them now.
I LOVE YOU...
I've been loving u silently..
i like it when u passed me by..
like to see u smile n talked with u friends..
surprised to see yr angry face..
surprised with "new things" abt u..
i wish u noticed me..
but time sure passed so fast..
time is ticking'
it's too late..
in order to forget u..
i need to hate u silently now..
let my great abilities cover me up..
try to pretend tht u never exist whenever i see u in the future..
try to act like u R nothing ..
coz u never Think tht i'm something too..
u throw me away..
u R my little secret no one ever know ..
only my mom knows abt it..
n tdy my mom visit me..
i'm telling her abt u..
she just sigh n tell me to stop..
stop make myself tired..
coz it's just me..
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xoxo.


Saturday, April 17, 2010

(9===6)

having fun tdy wit my classmate..
enjoy teasing MR ijan N Miss Mala...
i hope they will be the REAL COUPLE>>
they so cute together,.
huhu
i hate the fact tht i don't hv much money tdy..
we go karaoke 4 two hours..
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huh...
wat to say..
i'll be everything tht u need..
so sad tht u have closed the door..
i don't have the braveness to knock it...
so let just keep it silent...
coz maybe next day..
i will smile n laugh..
n said this to myself..
i am a fool..
hahahha..
funny..

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last day class on 16 april 2010..
my dad birthday..
i love you always..
Dad I've been having a bad week..
very stressful..
i am tired, almost cry..
but i guess it's just another obstacle god has plan for me..
i don't have enough sleep..
and i got MAf test at 8 am..presentation at 2, another test tax at 7..
wht a day..
at a time..
i hate FAR 360...
this subject is killin me..
it's hard..
i almost want to quit and stop everything
but i already choose this profession..
so i need to be more strong to fight the Uninvited feeling...
huh...
last day class..i wish for a sweet memories..
but evrybody not in mood...
we all So Tired n need to get ready for tax test later..
my grp is the scnd last group to present..
so we still get the chnce to take picture with MADAM BETSY N MADAM SUZANNE.
huh...
so sad.it's the last day finally..
we will be apart aftr all the exams...
we known each other for three years..
it's sad to be apart..
for the girls
SHAFA,BUNDA,MISHA,IANA,NANA,LISA,YATIE,MALA,JENNY AND BB..
I REALLY HAV FUN WITH U GUYS..
I ENJOYED MY THREE YEARS AT UITM WITH ALL OF U..
thnks for the unforgettable memories..
experienced that we hav share for three years..
i'll miss u guys..
so sad..we need to say goodbye after this..
maybe.. we'll see each other again someday..
nice knowing u all..
forgive me for all the mistake i've done,, <3
and for the boys..
IJAN,PANJANG,DANIEL,FAIZ,IVAN,SIUS,BYRON,ZAHIR,REDZ AND SAE..
guys u rock..
i laugh n get crazy with all of u..
thnks..
also special to eldy n emo..ex classmate..

and VERY special thanks to
MADAM ADELINA(fAR 100),
MADAM AGNES( etr 300),
MADAM AZLINA (far 150 & maf 330),
MADAM BETSY( far 200, maf 220 & aud 390),
MADAM SUZANNE(tax 320 & tax 370),
MADAM HAPSAH(OUR COORDINATOR)(far 250& maf 280),
SIR BADRUL,( bel )
SIR ALI( MY FAV LECTURER FOR LAW 240)
SIR SHEIKH,(ECO 162 & 211)
MISS HABIBAH( ais)
MISS HABIBUN
MADAM SYAMSIAR
MADAM GEETA
MADAM JENNY
MADAM JOYCE,
MADAM IMELDA,
MISS FARIDAH,
MISS DAYANG HAIRANI,
MADAM JASMINE..
WHO ELSE..?????
all of u..thnks for the knowledge..
thnks for the great teaching..
u all may make me feel sleepy n stress..
but thnks..
in conclusion..i like mdm azlina,hapsah,adelina and sir ali the most..
huhu
just kidding..
but they r the best lecturer ever..
all of them..Are the BEST..
I am Genevieve anthony
2007264192..
student of facullty accountacy,
code ac110..
never regret being student of class or group..
ACD1A1 -ACD6A1
Jul 2007-Apr 2010..
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i'm sad...........:<<<<<<<<<
8....8
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