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Tuesday, March 16, 2010

I'm Crazy..Going craze wit Miss Jenn!!!!!!!!!

i love today..
something happen..
i .. <3
what a day today..
attending Muet talk..
at first it's kinda bored..
but after tht..
it's getting interesting..
so so fun..
Mdm Agnes koh was so funny..
i like the way she talk..
nice English..
the pronunciation quite impressive..
and most of all i like it when she reading the article..
she better than the news reporter..
: )

next...
what i do tdy..
it's hot..
so i don't think sleeping is the good idea..
then i take all my house-mate make up
and play with it..
hahaha
haha..funny
wish to be cute like ji yeon..
Me n jenn^
some pic of jenn..my best Cousin evER
dis smile i dedicated to my special 1..
it's some selca pic..
like wht jea (BEG) done..
but her pic is much better thn mine,.
i'm so happy tdy..
don't knw why..
i'm still on my way in finding my purposes ..
but i'm happy..
before this..i'm so worried over something..but now..it's seem ok noe..
wish evrything will be fine..
alwys..
thnks god for this..
i know u have been planning this long time ago..
thnks..
for giving me my smile back..
i'm happy..
wish to discver yr greatful love soon..
love ya..
xoxo..
need to off..
miss my mom & my family...





Monday, March 15, 2010

The purpose driven liFE

halo..
been updating my blog very quick these day..
i have something to talk, share or whatever..
but when i already face to face with my blog..
all the ideas suddenly gone..
i try to figure out evrything abt this..
n i try to remember what is the important things tht i need to tell..
ohw..kinda remember now..
it's abt life of march..
kinda diff frm feb life..
it's exhausted life i think..
i been worrying & enjoying life without limits..
to tell the trutth..
i've been worrying abt a lot of things..
everything except my study..
nwhat i SCARED THE MOST R
i'm the most happier person when i get to know tht class has been cancel..
it's not normal for a student coz..
it's 4 weeks left..
i need to wake up frm all these prince charming dream..
i need tooo...
oh god help me to reliaze tht time is gettin to end...
i been asking much question to myself..
why i'm not studying when the rest are get ready with the books..
why i'm still with my lappy..
wht i'm i doing with it..
will it help me to get a better results..
the answer will definitely be no...
but still..
oh my..
it's 8 pm now..
AUD,TAX,FAR,MAF,MAF,ETR
ohw mi..
i miss my mom..
if she know wat i'm doing now..
she will be very2 sad..
ok..
i promise this..
i'll changed..
this time..
i will...

i'd been admiring to much ppl..
these ppl r so lucky coz they' r a lil bit perfect..
well..
god hav given them a perfect life i think..
with a good looking face..
nice characteristics..
i'm jealous of them..
especially the pretty girl who got the great figure..
jealoussss...soso jealous...
but the truth is..
we R just the same..
even they got more than me..
we r just the same..
i believe this..
haha
i am..
but i always questioning it..
i'm so fuunny..
maybe i'm just don't confident with myself..
n god's love..

now..
the story for tdy..
what a hot day..
miss my changmin so much..
didn't hear much stories abt him lately..
since the rumor of disbanding DBSK group..
i hope they will stay together forever...
they the best group i ever seen..
keep in faith..hwaiting..

i hav no class tdy..
but still wake up early coz i need to check on something..
tdy my 2 housemate move to hostel..
so sad..
but still can't tell them..
it's fun to have them here..
and now it's so lonely here..
only three of us..
epy not coming home yet..
so sad..
so quite..
not use to this
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it was a hot day..
so so hot....
and a boring day..
i just sleep..
n when i wake up..
they already go...

hey need to cheeer up..

tomorow also got no class..
got muet briefing..
until 4..
haiz..
what to do..
i want to read a book of the purpose driven life by rick warren tdy..
coz i wnt to know why i am here..
hehe
hope will finish the first chapter today...
n enjoying we got married so much..
love the pair of gain %& jo kwon..
Yong hwa & seo hyun
uee & jay jung..
hehe

now listen to b2st shock song n jay chou tui hou..
hahaha
ok..need to off now..see ya tomorrow..
i hope there's an improvement in my studying mode..
ka chak..gbu..
xoxo

Sunday, March 14, 2010

feeling guilty ;(

what i'm supposed to do..
things is different now,...
n day by day..
more mistake I've done..
notice tht i been adding more flawless than before..
i hate my mouth..
which speak bfore think....
i'm bad at it..
wish to keep someone secret
but i can't
it's happen many time..
i'm so so bad..

Saturday, March 13, 2010

i'm Bad

i'm stupid..
am i..
i'm making a story for my own good..
i'm selfish enough..
why i'm doing this...
just a few hours before..
i'm happy with my life..
& now..
i'm so guilty..
i didn't mean to say it..
and maybe someone heard abt wht i'm saying..
i'm so guilty..
why am i so so stupid...
i know..
tht's i didn't ask yet abt tht ..
and
i'm lying just to make someone believe tht i'm good enough.,.
well i'm just stupid...
i'm so sorry
I really didn't mean this to happen..
i'm so sorry..
sorry..

Remember Me

12/03/10
Go out with miss shafa,misha,jenn,& bb tdy..
what a great day..
i'm having so much fun..
i'm so happy..
Watch Remember me movie..
it was a great movie..
wish to watch it again,,
cry ;((
sad story..
but still love it..
don't do this...
abandoned our childs..
bullies..
but i love the way Tyler attract ally..
Tyler Aka Robert pattinson was such a nice guy..
my ideal guy..
i love tyler character..not robert..
i do like his face..
good looking..
but i'm more to TYLER characteristic..
wish i can meet someone like Tyler..

wush
aftr tht..
servay some shooppinnnng stores..
next Secret recipe time..!!!!!!!!!!!!
love my durian cheese...
hahah..
i love tdy
i'm so happy..
tired ..
hahahahhahah
Thnks god for dis great day..
love ya..xoxooxx


Thursday, March 11, 2010

my HEARTBREAKER!!!!!

why..
coz i meet two good looking guy tht take my heart away..
they so gorgeous, good looking..
oh mi god..
they R my heart breaker,,,
i admire this person..
uh uh uh..
someone..
look like my shinwoo..
like to see him..
oh my..
i'm faebooking now..
15 minutes more, bfore study mode begin..
taxation test tomorrow..
i must love it so i can understand it..
i need to prepare all the notes now..
it's too late but if i'd start now..
i still can ..
i believe ..
like glee cast song..
don't stop believing..
love glee..
hahahah

i've phone call frm my mom..oh miss her so much..
love her alwys..
miss my lil sis+bro too..
wish i can do the best ..
coz they alwys pray for me..
need to stop facebooking now..
not stop but must hv a limts..
oh how..
i'm addicted with cafe world..
hahah
i can..
yes i am..
well..these day..
my life is tooo..
ehm..
happy,angry,sad,mad
all this..
kinda stress too..
but i hope everything be well..
yeah..
so seeya...
xoxo..off


Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Run, run, run AWAY!!!!

Enjoy new song frm Epik High...RUN
nice song..like it so much..
tdy i've got no class..cancel while i'm already in the class..
wish i know it earlier so i can rest for the whole day..
i have a topic for today..
I HATE YOU...
i hate you and you..
hate ..???
how it's happen..
it's doesn't give us any clue when it will happen..
it's can happen anytime..
any second,or hour..
it's just happen..
in a day
or maybe tomorrow..
talking abt this..
i hate someone tdy..
hate you soooo much..
i just noticed tht i'm tired of u ady..
yeah i am..
well being patient hv it's limits too..
so stop it..
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010

I'm ?????

today..
many things come to my mind..
i've been thinking a lot..
about everything tht i don't want to lose now..
i'm scared, sad, n.....
Can time stop tik tok 'g..
i still have less thn five weeks wit thm..
and i'm so afraid now..
what if..
we forgot each others in the future..
what if we never meet again..
i miss the old time spend with them..
i hate, get angry, with them sometimes..
but them..
r my classmate aftrall..
oh mi god..
i'm so sad...

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
What kind of seeds do you need to sow today, so tomorrow turns into the dream you have always wanted?
Tomorrow you will harvest the seeds you sow today.
My dream..
what is it???
now i have this dream..
i want to be in uitm again next sem..
taking Bachelor in Accountancy..
this is what i dream of these day..
i want to have this..
but my dream is far away frm me now..
coz i can't stop myself frm facing the internet..
my biggest weakness..
i hate this..
hope i can avoid this asap..

You may be surprised with a gift today, Libra, possibly from a relative.
It may be that it is something that can help you complete a project going on in the home.
It could be that this is something regarding career matters that is a show of appreciation from staff and co-workers.
It could just be that you're lucky, but the main thing is that the giving should not stop with you.
You need to show your appreciation of others in some way; a token gift or card will prove your sincerity.
talking about gift..
ehm nothing happen actually..
i receive my money frm my mom tdy..
n now it's almost finish..
rm 10 left..
oh mi god..
to many debt to pay off..
and..
i still not fulfilled my promise yet..
spend my best friend SR>>
so stupid..
i hate tht shopping make me starving..
i touble my mom so much..
and now look at me..
i'm still not regret abt this..
i'm so so stupid..most of all..
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Next Talking abt "MERAJUK"
i hate it when i'm in this mood..
coz, i will talk bad about ppl..
i hate tht i become bad person..
i say something ttht i shouldn't hav to say..
i speak to my mind..
i hate hate tht person..
but sometimes it's not my fault ..
it's them who not understand..
and i hate tht i'm the one who PUJUK ppl..
but in order to be good
i must..
XD...

these day i'm so happy..
yeah i am..
so i don't want bad things happen..
i want to live like this..
stay like this..
we R close now..
we share something now..
I do appreciate evrything god has prepared for me..
thnks..
I've lost my best friends once..
i don't want to lose anymore...
so please god..
let us stay still..
i pray for u..
really..
I miss Celor so so much..
wish u good there..
may god bless u always..
Miss my family too...

now i'm thinking of something..
new idea..
i'm going to make a teaser of our graduation..
nice video to all my classmate..
my present to them..
haha..
can't wait..
....................................
daa
xoxo