2009 n 2010 pictures~~

2010..what year it's should be~~

Merry Christmas 09 & Happy New Year 2010..

wht should i wish for this new year..

as usual i have many wishes..

i hope i can make this wish really come true this year..

the truth is..

i'm so happy today and the day before..

i got many worries before the results OUT~~

but thank god..so so much..

because i pass all the paper this sem..

and i will try hard to get the better results next sem..

Christmas this year..

is ***what should i describe it..

ehmm..i just happpppy...

i've got the same feeling like my birthday celebration..

super blast joyful..

got a christmas musical..

of coz it's shy to act..

but it's memories..

haha

n what i like the most..

my pom pom girls & boy performance ..

x'mas special..

evryone like it ..

i think so..

then..

the next day aftr christmas..

go to Ranau..

my cousin engaged...

aftr tht..

have a rough feeling..+sad,...

need to find house..

i found a house with rm 800 rental evry month ..

not included electricity n water,,

a small apartment..

but it's too expensive ..

I hate..tht i cry becoz of this..

then..

the next day..

go to kk again..

find another house..

with a cheap rental thn bfore..

rm 500 a month..

is ok...

yeah the apartment is big..

and the problem is we have to walk..

i hate this..but we have to..

next time i will not be the one who responsible to find a house anymore..

it's tiring n..*****

next is..

my first time learn to drive a car..

oh my..

i'm so so scare..

like i'm in a emergency room..

waiting 4 surgery to b done..

shit...

but my mom said..it's ok..it's yr first time..

luckily, it's my mom who teach me,..

if not, i'm died..

haha

and lastly..

NEW YEAR..2010...

what a super joyful new year..

i'm happy..

and i hate tht..

at the same time..

my teeth got prob..

haha..

i have a wonderful 2009..

full of laugh, worries, sad,anger n evry feeling..

but at last..i'm still happy..

i have many things to be done this new year..

and to my old friend..

it's been 3 years we don't talk to each other..

i'm so sorry for evrything..

i started it all..

and when it's happen ,..

i know it's my fault..

i tried to say sorry..

but then u cry..

i can't even say a WOrd..

i hate tht u cry..

because of wht i done..

i'm so sorry..

i can't say it infront of you..

i can't face to face with u..

it's tht i hate u..

i just scared n regret it with all my heart..

it's better to be like this..

i hate tht it's me who make u cry..

i hate tht it's my idea after all..

and this 3 yrs without u..

i know many ppl..

but

no ones like u..

time pass very fast..

my wish is i hope we still can be friends like before..

i wish i have the courage to say sorry..

someday..

happy birthday, happy easter,Merry Christmas,N happy new year..

i wish u all this..for this year and for another year..

i might not say it FTF with u..

but it's all i can do..

god bless u always..

smile always..

be happy~~~

and to celor..

i wish u in good health..

and wish u can be patient with all the bad things coming..

keep your faith in god..

i love u..

for my MOM & dad also my siblings..

I love u guys so much..

thnks for money & everything..

i love u so so much..

and i'm sorry for evry sin i've done..

pls forgive me for any mistake i've ever done..

i will work & study hard this time..

u guys can count on me..

i promise u guys this..

love u alwys..

god bless u..

For mY friendSSS~~

let's be bff forever..

let's make a new memories tht can make we laugh when we old..

let's share evrytg,.

n i hope my friends alwys in good health..

and GBU>>

and FOR ME~~

i hope i can be friendly..

stop being shy..

be brave when talk infront..

save money..

be patient..

study hard..

stop FB>.

haha..

and many things..

just need a little bit of changes..

not all but just a lil..

i'm happy being me..

thnks god for this opportunity..

bless the others..

XOXO

2010..

All i want for christmas~~

I want YOU for Christmas..

haha..

what a tiring day..

sleep late ytd..

wake up early..

need to town..

hahax..

mo dftr ambik lesen..

huizzzzzzzzzzzz...

pnt oh ari ni..

blk kdi ja..

tdr trus..

huhu..

I love tomorrow.. panTAI..

wish evrything to be fine....

need to prepare many things..

wow..

i love holiday..

so so mucH..

ok..

luv u god

alwys..

thnks..

GBM..

xxggluv

christmas is coming~~

HOhoHO

merry christmas..

feel so good now..

enjoying sims everyday,..

can't wait for new semester..

got many things to plan..

my NEW HAIR,MY NEW loOKS,MY NEW clothes,HEels of coz,

new bags,,n HOUSE..

thnk god once again for everything..

still got problem with my P..

it's still all over my face..

need to take care n get rid of it..

aikkks..

xx gg

THank you god~~

THANK YOU GOD~~

thnk u very much for everything..

i know it's not enough..

but i still want to told u that i love u so much..

U alwys by my side..

every SECOND,MINUTE,HOUR,DAY,WEEK>>

always..

thnk u..

i will believe u with all my heart..

n starting frm this moment i will give all my life to u..

and pls show me the way of the road tht u already choose me to get through..

i'm a sinner..

thnks for loving me ,no matter what other say& think about me..

u still with me..

n once again..

THANK YOU..

Fail or what?

the results..

it will come out tomorrow..

i don't know wht to think..

i pray n wish i can pass it,..

but i never give my best for it..

i just know..

me..

alwys pray for my best..

for my needs..

and always ME>.<

i'm totally worried..

wish i still can join my friends next sem..

but it's seem the wish remains a dream for me..

i laugh a lot..

do sins..

n now..

i pray for a better results..

i never try to think what behind all of this..

what gods really want me to be.

or i really have to be..

i think i mature enough..

but it's just what i think..

i never be one of what i think..

i don't want it to be like this forever..

so i must try to change it..

i must accept whatever result for tomorrow..

i must..

even if it hard to accept..

i've still have to take it..

i believe in god..

yes i do..

love him so much..

i pray for a new me..

a new me who will take care of others before i take care of MYSELF>>

xoxoGG