hello again..
i'm home..
back to my bedroom..
my fav.spot..kitchen,..
d only place dat can get high speed connection..'
first..
abt dbsk haha..my fav korean band..
wish them still together forever..
and i also want three of them win over SME..
second..
oh mi god.,
too many korean girlgroups dis day..
all the girls r pretty..
Natural+plastic..
haha
next
enjoy many new korean songs..
huhu..
Ukiss- man man han ni..(thy have new hairstyle now)
2pm-i was crazy about u
Brown eyes-Don't worry
FT.Triple-Love letter
more n more...
love t-ara too..
what else..
omg ..
movies must see...
Heaven postman
19
you're beautiful
Iris
phobia
2012
more...
+++0000+++
exam is tiring..
so so tired..
one more paper to go..
my last paper , dis sunday..
wish i can ..ops not wish but MUST do better..
BeTTER THAN EVER..
lately i don't really have enough sleep..
it's not tht i study all day long..
but becoz of..
i wasting my time...
online,.FB..Kpop..
NoW
i regret..
i've dis kind of feeling inside my heart..
i can't even describe..
what it is..
ohw..
why we must get through this "REGRET"
someone said something today..
tht make me think n regret for everything i've done..
life is hard..
i hate tht now i'm must think abt my future..
real future tht i want....
about degree..jobs..
don't want to think abt it..
but it's time..
my cgpa now..
is so so low..
i don't think i can't even get degree in accounting..
but it's my dream..
So sad..
becoz before this i never have tht kind of fighting sprits..
i never study hard..
i just study when it's time..
when tomorrow i got paper..
i don't even care abt the grade..
A..B..C..D..or E
i never think tht's important..
while the rest of my friends..
fighting for good results..
i just doing something ..
at my best..
not very best..
tht's why i never get the BEST result..
n before starting this new sem..
i've been talking many rubbish..
promising myself..
i will study bettr..
to get better result this sem...
stop playing n wasting time + money..
but what i'm planning before never happen..
NOW>>
i never study better..
wasting my money for NOT VIP things..
n keep telling lies to my own self....
i should not planning for everything..
i don't think i can get better result dis sem..
maybe i keep repeating for the same subject again n again..
i'm tired of this ^REGRET^
regret will not help me..move on my life...
it's just get me stuck there forever..
i regret it once..
what to do..
it's happen..
it's not tht i don't want to change..
but everything happen now..
so i should just forget it..
i still have to live for tomorrow..
and god ,i know u help me more thn i thought..
it''s just my problem..
not HELPING my own self..
sorry for blaming u..
and i love u so much..
maybe i'm not tht kind of ppl who read bible everyday..
pray evry morning n night..
but still i know u always there for me..
i'm sorry i'm not alwys there for just like what u did..
but i do love u..
THANKS>. to the people's.....
xxG
